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14th November

aku aher sampai rumah around 10+ pm maybe.. i went to tutong to surprise lala for her birthday.. it's 346 babes' plan heeee aku half day aah.. mama & ka dik said,, "eee,, sanggup!" yes, aku sanggup!! im not doing it just for lala.. i will do it for anyone i love & care if aku really² dpt buat, if aku ada masa utk drg, if nada masalah and if nada yg menghalang, i will be there for them.. huhhh!! sometimes i feel very upset 'cause my very own family na faham aku +they don't see what i did for them.. what they know is just to ucap, nyindir and mcm² g laa.. [i'm really sick of that actually!!] prfftt~

huhh! forget about that silly! so, i went to tutong w'ka dik & mama.. if bleh i dowwan drg ikut cause my time would be limited.. [why? later y'all woud understand..] p pasal kaka ada hal di ttg tpaksa tah.. and mama of course na mau tinggal, apa lagi kan jumpa cucu hehhhs! our plan a bit changing cause mimit kmiri.. mama nya pajal ia ikut so nana & i have to postpone the plan & wait for her.. mit, mit... we dont mind waiting actually,, it's just kami tu membubut masa ba,, aku la especially nya cause aku na dpt aher balik sal drg mama n kaka ku ada.. ksian jua drg kan tunggu aku lama².. i know im a bit majal & selfish sometimes but at the same time aku mikir kan utk urg lain jua.. aku pikir kan apa yg baik utk semua pihak though not all would get "it", i think of majority.. esh, apakan aku melalut ne?? entah!! but the thing is thatz why aku na mau drg ikut tu smlm cause if there's a change of plan (like what was happening - mimit kmiri) payah ba jadi nya.. might be y'all get what i mean.. if na faham jua, na payah faham kan.. +we takut lala balik kbandar awal, and jadi nya plan na menjadi.. mana calie tu if kami plan kan surprise kan ia p ia nada.. alih² kami plg yg surprise ia nada d ttg.. na ja? but at last nana & i decided kan complot w'mumy (lala's mom).. thanks mumy (= p before tu we have to tunggu mumy jua aa balik dari jln heeee ended up, we have to tunggu 2 persons to make that surprise plan worked.. so while waiting, i took this chance to meet my neph ((= *misshim* then we window shopping @petani mall & me b4 that fetch nana.. we all then had jollibee *yummy* separate car with drg mama, nana & i headed again to her crib.. *waiting* and thank God both of them (mumy & mimit) arrived at the same time.. tunggu punya tunggu mlm baru ta plan kami atu "bjln" aa around 7+... imagine, dari 2pm kami dua nana menunggu.. but apa² pun the plan worked even kucar-kacir sikit.. we managed to surprise lala even i guessed she knew something went wrong.. am i right baby? =P i just hoped you like it (= what we surprised her? nextime i story mory.. InsyAllah..

today, i also felt sedih.. aku menahan rasa sebenarnya.. pasal apa? hmmm,, just let me keep it to myself.. i just feel to mention it, but not to share it.. sorry.. =\ i feel a bit relief after mentioning it.. hahhh~ *big relief*


15th November

ok, thatz lastnight's story.. aku aher bangun ri ne.. since it is my off day so i take this chance to ganti tidur² ku heee ermm today, my nephew is also coming so i have to bersih kan my bilik as he and his babah & mummy always use my room when sleeping over.. ka ernie telefon aku, kacau mimpi indah ku heee, suruh aku bersih kan bilik *ya,, i know it, you don't have to remind me* ia ckp drg dtg around 1-2pm & she inform me drg dpt barek dah dmuara.. congratz sis! atlast, you can live with your own w'your family ((= ermm aku angan² lu, beulit tas tilam ku before ku bangun.. then aku ci gg, ci muka & membuat routine pagi², membuang "toxic" heeee pastu apa g,, duduk & watching tv la sambil mkn egg sandwich yg mama buat.. i was alone that time, mama drimba & kaka ku kerja.. around 1+ aku start usai bilik and batah lapas tu drg mama balik.. ka dik jadi "biskut" g.. M.I.A... esh esh esh... buat selalu aahh heee itz 2+ already and drg ka ernie havent showed up.. tipu eyhh.. skill tu yo spaya aku bangun awal... perkkhh!!

pendekkan cerita, batah la lagi drg sampai,, around 4+ x.. dont remember.. ajat ku kan mandi & jln kkadai b4 drg sampai ter-bantut.. aku mau "melayan" anak buah ku dulu aa.. oh ya,, mama ku suruh aku kkadai bali brg rumah yatah i have to jln membali.. after aku "melayan" neph ku baru ta ku mandi, bsiap kan kkadai hua ho tg. bunut, alone.. heih~ again... aku shopping sendiri,, bali semua brg² yg mama pasan.. boring~ ermm,, krg aku ada two "dates", ke charcoal w'some of FinanceFamily [FF] & help lala doing her assignment.. i had three dates actually since lastnight nana invited me to Le'Stadium later around 8+ to watch Liv's match w'.... entah na ku ingat.. sorry darl, i cant make it ))=

after balik dari bali brg [bnyk jua singgah ku tadi tu],, aku rehat lu, sambung "melayan" anak buah ku b4 jln.. anak buah ku makin belabih dah skrg ne.. nextime i'll post about him lagi.. heeee around 7+ lapas ku mkn aku jln.. i went to beribi 1st while waiting msg dari ayu telling drg sampai charcoal dah.. i see 1st what i can help lala doing her report... wahhh~ i was blank erkkss... =/ i did not start doing it immediately cause i dont like to stop doing work just like that since im about to go to charcoal later unless i wanna have a break.. it is so not me.. then around 9 i head to charcoal.. wahh~ too stupid i didnt bring enough cash.. perkhh!! so i just ikut² ngintu rah drg hehee p aku ikut membayar aahhh.. yg dtg,, ayu ham joe lynn & me... again, it's us bebeh hehhhs but this time w'out zul.. he lastminute cancelled dunno why.. the food was nice (= nyaman jua mkn ku.. the meat not like what ka dik said, "daging manusia" hehhhh!

after mkn, chit chat,, kami balik... i went back to beribi but b4 that i went to pasar gdg 1st to bali kan lala kebab & minuman... and ya,, i've arrived beribi & start helping lala...


16th November

i worked on the report till dawn... kaka noni sampat masak kan indomee b4 ia tidur.. then we, *shhleeeeeep* around 11am i bangun tu pun lapas mama msg suruh balik mkn.. lala awal dah bangun,, continued her other report.. i went back home,, mandi mkn apa, "melayan" neph lu kajap then went back to beribi again after drg ka ernie balik.. now, i dont drive.. kaka antar.. dont feel like driving.. continued with report till late night.. in between, ka noni masak kan indomee lagi aa heee thanks ka (= then i went home,, ka noni antar.. sampai rumah,, tarus, *zZzZzZz krooiihhh~* the reports? both alum siap.... prrffft!! sorry babe.. ))= i've tried to finish it but i'm just toooooo slow.. ))= you got a wrong person i guess ))= sorry =//

what happen next?? i don't feel like to post it.. so tataa~ *big wave*