Words from the HEART ♥♥

time : 3.46 am

i can't really sleep right now.. though i'm damn sleepy *yawn* later i have to wake up early, to go home.. oh ya, i'm now at rimba, at my auntie's, sleeping over here.. the only reason is i want to use wi-fi to post this post.. is that just it?? NO!! there's another reason also *sigh~*

i've just got back from "jadi kutu malam" an hour ago with kaka yen & neerah.. we round gadong and bandar,, with loud music and we groove in car heee we were gila² and just gone crazy for a while hahaa =D we took 'bout an hour for the late trip.. we had fun (=

before that, i also went to themall, gadong with my cousins.... brotha kym, baby boy iz & neerah gangsta.. we watched "hancock" at midnight show.. it was a pretty nice movie though.. i laughed a lot.. "good job!!" =D for a sec, i forgot my problems.. *sigh~*

problems huh??! did i again make a stupid decision? ijustdontknow.... =\\

"aku nda mau jmpa ko dulu hari ani bahh." that killing phrase... shoot my head again!! *bang!!* and i'm d-e-a-d!! i really didn't expect it would come out from you, love.. how could you? it makes me weak and i'm hurt so badd~ really badd~ *falling tears* it will never vanish,, it will remain stay in my head.. ='( thanks for that..

i don't wanna be alone.. i just don't and i can't.. when i do, i think a lot,, things i don't want to think.. just like right now.. urghh~ i wish i could control my mind and stop my memory whenever i want.. =\\