Words from the HEART ♥♥

update.

2010-04-05T18:42:00.000+08:00

emm how should i start?? there are much updates about me actually just i dont know how to start it. honestly, i forget most of it. but what i sure most is that im still jobless. heihh~ =\

it's already April,, and last month was my month of birthday, March 31st to be exact. im one year older now but not really a one year wiser i guess. im just still me, not much changing. and not much happened on that day but i had a good time and i was happy. i had my time with all the people i love except my lil brother ♥ and for this birthday, i have the chance to celebrate it with another two new family members - my sister-in-law and newborn nephew ♥ my brother's first child, given a name Abdul Basyir a.k.a Baby Bash *wink*

Baby Bash

will talk about him some other time. to continue,, my birthday... i pampered myself to Swensen's having icecream.. with my good bestfriend ♥ which then we have girls thing,, window shopping ;)
after that i went to bbq at which this bbq was also for me. thankyou very much. really appreciate it ;)) and that's how my birthday goes ♥♥

heart says ♥♥

2010-04-01T22:46:00.002+08:00

someone confesses,,

"i want to kiss her.

i miss to kiss her.

i miss to kiss her sweet lovely lips.

should i kiss her first?

what if she rejects?"

♥♥

to you-know-who-you-are.

2010-02-18T01:59:00.001+08:00

kau jahat!!
),,=

thankyou admire ♥♥

2010-01-12T00:46:00.005+08:00

i just got back from jalan,, jalan sama si admire heee i was like teseliur kan makan kambeng.. and this is all because of jidah. we msn-ing tadi ptg and she told me she mamam kambeng @mulaut bbq rimba. teseliur tarus... tarus jua tadi i ke sana, and si admire yg dgni *wink*
the kambeng was so sedaaaaappp~ i want moreee~ *slurrpp~ thanks jid for the recommendation. berbaloi-baloi hihi

after that kami round rumah lama.. si admire na pernah ke sana sampai tah kami pindah. yatah mendulur ia ne kan mau tau dmana i tinggal dulu. well the rumah is still not vacant yet. ohh myy~ i really miss my rooom ))= history had been made there.. ohhh~ ))=

ok ok,, drop that.. back to my story,, after we round we ke gadong. to be exact, rizqun.. pasal apanah?? pasal kami dua kan mem"buang".. HAHAHA rupanya sama² kami menahan lapas round rumah tadi talooorrr~ si admire ane pun satu,, ada kah ia pilih jalan jauh. tekepit² i menahan. LOL!! ;D tapi sorang² macam nada,, i control ayu and si admire control macho =p d=

wahhh~ lega rasa nya. huhu then we lepak luar rizqun pat pathway belakang mall tu,, rah sungai gadong aa yg telah djadi kan lungkang besar.. putar belit jua saya atu aa :D
we cerita² sampai na sadar masa.. na cukup becerita lam kerita tadi, dsana g kami becerita. after dari sana sambung g semula becerita lam kerita. hahaha sambung menyambung ne =P

yeaa,, lapas lepak dgadong he sent me home. ey salah salah salah... i sent myself home.. haah atu baru lurus cause i yg drive his car time balik atu.. hihi it was my first time though to drive his car. and he said i was his first girl friend yg drive his car... wheeeeee i loikeee~ okayy admire,, nextime i drive your car lagi aa,, and this time rah highway. so i can lasingg your car huhu

ok,, i ngantuk. so i off to bed dulu ya.
sweetsleep E. goodnight everyone. *zZzZzZz*

first week 2010.

2010-01-09T22:46:00.002+08:00

wahh~ a year has gone. now we enter another new year 2010,, another challenging journey of life...
happy new year y'all ((=

hmm how should i start my first post for this year? emm i guess i should story of what i was doing on the first week of the first month of this year.. hihi

since sunday night, i was at "somewhere in heaven".. what was i doing there? emm no need for me to mention it..
>> early in the year i'm being secret heeee <<>th day ;D
it was something new i did early in the year ;D ;D
what a week . .

the 4^th night was a bit relax.. i off to bed early and i slept well *bigsmile*
the next day which was thursday i had netball @bibd hq.. and something bad happened . . . ))=
i lost my exactly one-month-levi's-look-white-slippers uwaaa~ (T_T) my favourite one.. uwaa~ bad me i accidentally left it at the court. (T_T)
ohh slippers,, can you please walk yourself back home to me?? imissyou... ))= so obber me. but yeaa,, i love that slippers ))=

friday afternoon i went back home.. forget to mention the whole weekdays i also became a driver. as malays said "drebar tanpa gaji" hehe but i was the "drebar kana lanja makan saja" ;))

later the night i went to photocopy my certs as the next day i wanted to attend career dialogue. i went with a friend. stayed over for a while and had lil chitchat before i went home.

"it's not you wanna say something. but it is you wanna do something"
*longing*

saturday, which is today,, i went to itb for career dialogue. out of 10, i only managed to give my certs to taib, bibd and bsm. mahnnnn~ only 3?? not really reduce the heavy-ness. prftt~
then i had lunch with my finance friends . . ayu, lini, hamdi and joe . .
and i got blisters on my both feet. damnn heels!!

at night, which is now,, me and the family sleepover at angah hmf's in kb. tomorrow kirin's parents want to bring him to miri as he just got his passport. congratulations neph. and guess what i'll be joining ((=
so i guess i just stop here. i have to wake up early tomorrow..

to conclude,, i'm too much happy this week. my first week is a woww!! ;))
*waves*

futsal,, netball,, and . . . ??

2009-12-15T22:46:00.001+08:00

apa da today? hmm not much interestainment.. ((=

ermm just wanna share that tadi . . . for the first time i train netball @Darul Karamah.. baru jua i tagur ari tu and today train dsana tia.. actually sikit plang lagi aku na training today sal aku na tau rupanya ari ne training dsana.. i thought rah ubd pat biasa. abg kym left me behind sal aku lambat tadi,, telalai dgn fb hehe actually i don't mind if he left me sal aku buleh ikut helmi. then tadi time aku, helmi and neerah ke ubd, drg nada dsana.. haha stayi lagi and lambat lagi. baru tau.. kan di jadi kan masalah lagi aku na tau dmana drg training. O² Team does not have any specific place to train. kdg² rah ATU, pernah ari tu rah PAP Masnah and ya rah Darul Karamah jua. tapi atu kalau our team kana invite ja. tempat yg selalu kami training yalah dUBD. so i called abg kym, daus and ajez kan tanya drg dmana.. too bad drg na angkat. number member yg lain lagi i na tau. hmmm.. so cana nah? we plan kan check pat kami pernah main. i told helmi that i feel drg main dDK plang. but 1^st destination kami kan check dulu is ATU since sana yg paling ampir. but Alhamdulillah while kami otw ksana ajez called hehe so we zoom la to DK =))

dsana we tjumpa ka dewi.. ia pun main dsana ((= there also abg halim and amin meliat ka dewi main. while the team main we the family main futsal since ada futsal court jua dsana. i team with helmi and ajez,, other team neerah, daus and abg kym hehe we won anyway by 5-1 kekeke and i did scored 1 huhu naneng yaw~ naneng kami merabut bula aa. lebih senang lagi main netball hehheh anyways,, i tak sempat main with kaka dewi. time aku kan main ka dewi balik hmm.... baik jua other team mau main next last match. if not na ku training netball langsung ari ne.

main futsal sudah. main netball pun sudah. another activity yg aku main jua ari ne is main ujan!! haha ujan yaw tadi aa.. apa lagi mandi ujan laa... si syazay la yg bagi idea. siok yaw main ujan. batah dah na mandi ujan hehe also join us is syeerah. si zaeem kan join jua p pasal ia dah mandi and ia tu banyak "pantang larang" dari ayah nya so,,, so sorry zaeem you can't join us =P tapi yang boring nya ujan na labat tadi atu... if labat lagi siok... zaeem just jadi our cameraboy.

too bad the picture is unclear. banyak² be-take ane ja yg paling clear. pakai camera hp.. mana tah kan inda clear. na pakai night mode lagi tu. aiseh,, sombongg~ dulu before pakai digicam, dslr pakai hp jua saja menggambar.. hawu lahh,, guna kan tia teknology yg ada,, na ja? (n_-)

kay,, thats all folks.. tata titi tutu.. *wave*

Outing.

2009-12-14T22:46:00.008+08:00

i went to itb tadi, menguruskan leaving institute mengisi leaving form whatsoever. for me, it's perkara paling leceh kan dibuat. i guess it is easy to enter school/institute rather than leave 'cause to enter kana urus kan,, but if kan keluar mengurus sendiri,, cari lecturers apa kan minta signatures. tambah ta lagi if the lectuters are not in macam tadi. heihh~ tadi just dapat satu signature,, atupun librarian. prrfftttt! plan to be back this wednesday.

batah² nunggu nada lecturers so i went out of itb a.k.a. balik.. HAHA parut pun begandang dah so i decided to go for brunching since it was still 10+.. i brunched @jing chew. forget to mention, i went there with si girlfriend as well as si boyfriend hehe apa lagi dah nya ke JC tu mesti la makan ruti kuning heee batah dah na makan *nyummzzzz~*

after that we headed to the mall. si girlfriend kan ambil rantai nya @d&p... then we off to cineplex. apa lagi,, liat wayang laa haha we liat zombieland.. nice movie so calie hehe we were also joined by si girlfriend's friend.

then after wayang we jalan² cuci mata hehe si girlfriend suggest washing hair at salon since i said i kan buka tudung p rambut na menantu.. and so,, i'm onnn~ hehe we chose IA.. antam kau jah,, dah tah broke,, buang duit kau lagi.. manasyaja tah you.. huhu

tudung? kompom trabang HAHAHA lupa saya begambar before cuci rambut. kan post "before" and "after" hehe heishh,, sayang nya na nampak nama IA Salon aa.. na apa,, yg ddalam nampak. mcm dluar negeri saja baa begambar dluar kadai.. chehh!

lapas tu kami behapa nah?? ermm we jalan² dulu skajap show off rambut ;P then we balik...
oh ya,, forget to mention. while si girlfriend and i keluar dari salon,, we look for si boyfriend. si girlfriend's friend awal dah balik lapas we liat wayang td. si boyfriend was jalan² while we were at salon. and panya si boyfriend ne teserempak dgn classmate. and ya after tu we pun balik ((= ane banar² ne we balik *wink*

si girlfriend tarus balik. and si boyfriend antar i balik. but before that i minta dangani buat MM dlambak. wahh~ i really spent a lot today =||

abis ja balik jalan,, sambung lagi training netball. but i don't training tadi. i just watch them training. mula² drg training @outdoor ubd netball court,, then get call inviting playing @RBA. kelurusan tah jua ubd fenuhh... na jua batah sgt main pasal hujan hihi later after that abg kym antar balik.

Workouts.

2009-11-28T00:46:00.001+08:00

school break is usually the time for the weight to gain, isn't it? hehe and so to avoid over weight gain, i must do some workouts. and yea i'm currently doing two sports,, badminton and netball.

last thursday, i played these two sports in a day. never i played two sports in a day heee morning badminton,, afternoon netball. usually i played badminton with my finance friends. netball? whoever invite me ehee

hmm talking about netball i have something to share. i joined a team. what team? hehee dowana reveal it now. nextime will do, Insyallah.. i've gone to their training twice already. finally, i got a netball team. i love . . *wink* and i was just being informed that i might get the chance to join this coming tourney this december for the team. actually i ain't quite ready 'cause i need a lot of trainings before i join a tournament. furthermore, the team players are too good. but i will try hard to be a player up to their expectation. anyhow, i'm glad to be part of the team ((=

beginner.

2009-11-25T18:42:00.001+08:00

now im learning editing pictures using photoshop.
a beginner still ((= below is the outcome.

this is called urban ink photo effect.
this is just basic and simple.
if i had a better and simpler light background the result would be nicer.
well still i satisfy with my attempt ;D
goodluck to me.

apa ada ari ne . .

2009-11-25T00:46:00.003+08:00

i just got back from jalan. tadi mama, ka dik and myself ke hospital lawat uwa zainab, betahan pasal . . . . entah! aku pun na sure apa.. heee then we zoom ke mall kan liat wyg. tapi mama stay dhospital sal drg abg epi ada rah emergency. si kimm kenapa kah,, again aku na sure apa hehee

so just left kaka dik and me alone. we watched pisau cukur... siuk jua la cerita tu. ada jua cali nya. but what i love most is part nur fazura.. instead of saying "OMG", she says "oh my dior, oh my gucci, oh my coach" hehe and my favourite is when she says "oh my louis vuitton" haha ragged laa.. nanti makai hehe

after movie, we tarus zoom balik rumah.. tapi singgah qlap g bali nasi katok.. laparr dang, dang... hehe

ermm btw, to my bestfriend my very close friend, you-know-who-you-are, condolences from me to you and your family for your lost, your late grandfather. Al-Fatihah . . .

Update.

2009-11-21T23:46:00.003+08:00

i've just done my shower. the whole day na mandi except tadi pagi. bangassss!!! heee
other than that,, i've also just finished my final year examination wheeee~ that is what really new about me.. masih fresh lagi ;D Alhamdulillah.... exam dah abis. ane debaran menunggu results ja lagi =\ hope my effort tu cukup, InsyAllah..

tgh buat notes

so as we planned, we the finance classmates kan lunch sama² lapas abes exam. and yea we did ((= we lunch at the mall. we also planned kan liat wayang. kan buang stress. sayang nya na jadi tadi. reasons? cerita yg kan dliat semua start aher and most of 'em na mau yg aher. ada yg awal tapi seats nya yg row dapan. so, cancel laa. borringggg~ =(( then apa nah? we just jalan² cuci mata laa... boredddd....

dpendekkan cerita,, syima and datul awal balik. followed by jidah, lynn and ras. left with fatin, amnah, amal, sabrina and myself. we sambung jalan² window shopping. sambil² atu i tanya pat kadai bout job vacancy.. yeaa,, kan keraja ku. finding extra pocket money. while kami jalan² tu kami teserempak sama hamdi. ia saja jalan² dmall jua while nunggu kul 4 kan ngaga ayu. he joined us. na batah tu si sab join family nya. tinggal la kami lima ja.

drg plan kan mengupi hehe i like that word. aku layan ja. lagi pun aku tgh nunggu "something" time tu or should i say someone? so buat² nunggu time kan jumpa i thought i should go for mengupi w' them. well never in my life i forget to meet this person. never i forget our meetings. the meeting wasn't confirmed but still i was hoping ia jadi. every second i was thinking and waiting for it. tapi yalah,, if dah sama kawan ne telalai sikit and na sadar masa g. lagi pun ia na confirm lagi yatah i agreed to go mengupi w' them. and so we mengupi pat c.a. mohamad.. but w'out hamdi as he gone to fetch ayu. after mengupi we pun balik. aher la jua. till i i was late for our meeting. whoopz!! my bad =\ but i had fun hanging out w' them.. ;D

balik rumah nada rehat. tarus panyap barang sal kan sleepover rah rumah ka ernie. dsana telalai main sama kiyin. meliat sehati berdansa, kau dan aku, what happen in vegas which abis kul 11lalu pm. and that's why aku aher mandi. bangas dari pagi, now i feel fresh. hawwummmm... heeee

and now aku mau tidur. i hope you enjoy reading my comeback-not-so-appealing-update..
sayonara. *wave*

the clock is ticking.

2009-09-02T22:10:00.000+08:00

wahh~ batah dah na blogging eyh.. hmm sorry readers,, im getting busier each day.. got no time to blogging. well,, i got readers meyhh? HAHAHA

it's september now.. then, october.. and in that month will be very busy with 3rd and final assessment for every unit.. heihh~ then november comes.. final exam.. am i ready for that? *gigit jari* there's not much time left ejah.. gotta study to the fullest!! the clock is ticking and don't waste any of it . . . aim for atleast GPA 2.0... you can get it, ejah.. you can do it!!

what for today.

2009-08-08T01:46:00.001+08:00

again, im doing my MoneyMoney yesterday.. and i was accompanied by . . . . *uhuk uhuk* excuse me ;P that time i was doing @menglait. ((=

just now i just went to mall cinema watching G.I.Joe with my two baby boy, akym & muez *wink* nice movie, i love the weapons hehe i give 9.. later i might be playing badminton, invited by tom.. oh no, i wanna fasting jua tomorrow... ohh cancelling the game :| maybe nextime tom ((=

selamat bersahur to me later ;))

-MoneyMoney- 1st experience ((=

2009-08-06T16:26:00.000+08:00

i did my 1st MoneyMoney experience yesterday @salambigar. i was accompanied by my mom.. hehe syok laa... and calie ada la jua heee did they realise it? i hope not ((=

my next destination? hmmm.. notchet decide ((=

i was so geram. haha

2009-07-27T02:46:00.001+08:00

my cousin "kidnapped" my sheepy.. so what did i do?

yeaaa~ absolutely!! i took his cigar and BREAK it!! HAHAHAHA he's so pissed off!! huhu ;P
chill bro ;P =P

art work.

2009-07-27T00:46:00.000+08:00

i helped my cousin, syeerah bombay doing her art homework just now.. here are the outcomes.... *wink*

i just help her in colouring? nice? hehe i like art actually. i like drawings just i dont have the very basics and what a broken english hahaha wish to do it again hehe

I WONN!!!

2009-07-26T12:46:00.000+08:00

yesterday morning i called Pilihan fm and i won a 20% Voucher of DeliFrance whEe~
what a lucky day ((=
thankyou DJs Ezan and Lois.. if im not mistaken hehe sorry for the wrong spelling.

imma take my voucher tomorrow.. hihi

i wanna share this happiness with someone yesterday,, but . . . hmmm...

sleepover. shopping. pool again.

2009-06-29T00:21:00.001+08:00

i just got back from jalan sama abg kym.. aku minta bawa jalan lagi. aku boring. and syeerah joined us. baru tu.. heee actually aku minta bawa ke mall, w' hope that i will bump with someone.. i miss this person badly :( tapi kami na ksana sal jammed, abg kym na mau... laaaa~ =(( so he brought us to fullcan pool.

abg kym out kpasar malam. so aku and syeerah posing lam kerita hehe

and aku gambar signboard jua utk buang boring. nada keraja bannar ;P

pool time.

aku kalah lawan akym tadi.. we race to 3 and 3-0 hmm.. nyampah! main saja² pun kalah jua ku.. hmm.. yatah ku bediri dsbalah tiang ja nunggu giliran ku. cua liat tu usul muka boring ku menunggu prfftt! but since ku tau syeerah gambar aku yatah ku posing dgn cue hikhikhik..

syeerah said; "ka, kayu (cue) tu lagi tinggi dari kaka" kuang asemmz! haha
jgn tetipu dgn gambar diatas aa, aku betinting tu heee *opzz!*

and dsebabkan aku nada chanz main, aku kacau akym main la saja. hehe

ane mengapa nah aku teduduk? aku masuk kan bula 8 tapi at the same time cue ball pun masuk jua... shoot!! peluang akym jua tu kan manang lagi sekali. prfftt!

about to break!!

i met nabil di sana..

sebenarnya aku ne baru balik dari muara before jalan sama abg kym. aku tidur dsana semalam. semester break starts so aku mau tidur dmuara. atleast i can forget my sadness dgn melayan karenah anak buah ku. well he did help me to forget and cheer me up ;)) awal² pagi dah syakirin bangun kan aku. and i have to bangun jua since drg ka ernie kan bawa breakfast dluar. we breakfast @C. A. Mohd..

babah nya menyuapkan martabak tapi abg na suap abis so . . . .

ia sendiri la masuk kan hehe

again,, babah nya na suap abis heee

kaying leheyy ;D

after that drg shopping households @HuaHo Mall. aku join ja... tapi aku pun shopping jua la tadi.. at first aku kan bali kasut rah CK tapi pasal aku na tepakai so aku bali benda lain la saja. aku bali bag and also ribbon hehe malam nya which is tadi drg ka ernie antar aku balik.

we singgah kadai kain dulu before ke huaho.

usul nya belabih menyurung trolley.

dah nya ngaleh menyurung, ia yg kana surung.

while waiting drg babah n memeh nya membayar rah counter, i bring him out.. and biasa lah syakirin asal saja dgr muzik ia menari.. and ane gambarvtime ia tgh menari.

actually aku kan stay dmuara till esuk tapi dsebabkan esuk aku "date" badminton w' finance-ians so i have to balik rumah laaa... bebalik lah routine ku ne, routine "fikir macam²" haihh~ and so to avoid that, yatah ku minta bawa jalan rah akym tu tadi.. atleast kurang sikit. and now i bawa blogging.. but it won't be long =\

weekend on week 25.

2009-06-22T22:46:00.001+08:00

20^th june.
me, kaka and mama sleepover at muara. sajaaa~
semua kami tidur dbilik tamu +drg² ka ernie pun. ((=

21^st june.
drg ka ernie and abg jal bangun awal. drg ada join jog olympic. lurus ka inda tapi yg penting "olympic" tu lurus laa heee aku sadar plg tu time drg bangun tapi tidur balik lapas tu. yg buat ku banar² bangun ne my nephew. ia bising and mengacau.. tepaksa jua bangun kan heee pukul berapa nah time ku bangun aa? kul 6lalu.. HAHA ato yaaa~

patang nya we kpantai. mula² kan kpantai muara p sebabkan jammed so we use "plan B" heading to pantai meragang. saja kan bawa syakirin jalan² dpantai. syasya time atu ada jua. we bawa drg jln² rah air pantai. and here are karenah drg.

lapas dari pantai me, mama and kaka balik rumah but we singgah ke rimba dulu since nenek and ibu kecarian mama. me? until that time still nada mood kan revise. yes, esuk nya aku test FIM. tapi dari kemarin nya sampai la malam nya aku nada mood kan belajar. semua nya pasal . . . *sigh~ so i decided kan join drg abg kym outing. he and muiz kan main pool. both kym & tata yen suggest me to go outing since i dont have mood to revise. kaka dik pun cakap. so ya i go outing. gipun batah jua aku dah na main pool kan. we played @fullcan, beribi. daus joined us too.

do i look happy?

i forced myself to cheer, to enjoy. but inside me,, non-stop thinking about "that" thing and someone. heihh~ that night jua i received "news" (message). make me more sad actually. i'm happy to receive, just the content make me like . . . entah...

kym sent me home. on our way home, he gave me some advises and asked me what happen. that time i desperately need someone to talk. i have that someone but too bad i can't tell him this matters. i can't tell anyone actully. i nearly told him and shared w'him.. thankful, i didn't.

at home, i still didn't have mood to revise. after few pages revising, i off to bed.

22^nd june.
my test in the afternoon. how was it? entahhh... just see my results soon.

For Kaka Ajelyn.

2009-06-16T00:46:00.005+08:00

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y ! !

i wish you the best in everything you do my sister.
success in life and career.
have better job.
and have hubby soon~ =P
iloveyou . .

♥ Noor Hafizah ♥

Family Day of KNK

2009-06-14T22:46:00.001+08:00

i woke up at 7+ am and aku na dpt tidur lagi balik. i just did not sleep well last night.
"babe, you are so memajal.. huhh!"
dsebabkan mata ku na mau tidur lagi balik so i decide kan bangun, mandi and zoom balik bandar.
yang lain balum bangun.. naleyh i guess bakas majlis smlm. nyaman tidur sorg².. after ku besiap apa, manas kan engine kerita, mumy is already awake. so i just pasan to mumy that i'm going home as i'm having family function later then. i asked mumy not to wake lala up but still mumy woke her up. she was mad as i'm about to go w'out telling her. actually marah nya atu mixed dgn headache nya sal ia kana bangun kan mengajut. am i right lala? what? wrong? *opzz*

driving home with "something" in my head. dah sampai rumah i found out that drg mama nada drumah. drg out breakfast w'drg kaka ernie. yea, kaka ernie & family sleepover drumah smlm. so i have to drive back to sengkurong pat restoran akhbar. kaka dik comment that i look messy *opzz! is it too obvious? =\* i just told her that i'm sleepy still. erkss. there, we met our ex-neighbour, my childhood friend, nameng w'her hubby and kids.

after that we jln² rah hua ho tg. bunut. there i bawa my neph main rah arcade. aku na tau apa nama nya benda atu, but it is like kereta binatang yg mcm rah utama grand tu. what i wanna say here is, finally i have the chance to naik *sukaaaa~* dmall na pernah kan menyampati dhuaho jadi tah HAHA aku naik pun pasal dgni syakirin hehehe aku ta plg yg labih² iski than kiyin. ada video nya tu, nanti ku upload aa InsyAllah. after that i bawa syakirin naik bumper car. again, aku yg telabih iski *LOL

from huaho tg. bunut, aku n kaka dik khuaho manggis. mengapa nah? menukar saiz baju drg abg n helmi. sempit oo.. baju tu kan kami pakai krg nya, utk family day KNK. it's almost time.. and yg talur nya lagi baju tu tinggal drumah, so we have to balik dulu krumah la ambil baju tu. and apa lagi nah dugaan kami? hujan labat time tu, and ada sasahan drg kaka er bjamur dluar. so we have to bangkit lu b4 jln lagi smula. mcm² la dugaan tadi atu. berabut brabisan.

dpendek kan cerita, we finally sampai drumah amit rosni @kg. limau manis. yeaa, our first family day drumah amit. the theme is blue. our family day drasmi kan oleh pa uda, the eldest brother of my late daddy's siblings. then, amit mohamad told us a family story of KNK. so touching . . *sob sob. after that, all of us warmed up. menari tarian poco-poco.. siuuukkk~ video? InsyAllah. i don't have it right now. abg ep maybe. simple la tarian nya tapi ada jua urg yg payah catch heee bepaluh jua oleh nya. then we had some fun games for kids and adults. lucky draw. foods&drinks . . eemmm so yummy~ i enjoyed the food the most ehee

my lucky number, "ILOVEYOU" hehe

my lucky draw
guess what? i got lexus yawww~ woo!! jgn silap, bukan kerita. kerita menan pun bukan but but ruti lexus hik hik hik syukur tah. kanyang jua perut ;)

photo yg lain nanti i upload k? InsyAllah... i haven't taken it from helmi.
tataaa~

Persandingan Aze & Syazwan

2009-06-14T20:46:00.001+08:00

On 13th June, 2009.
Night Time.
@Sungai Basong.

again, photos by Nana Aziz

photo² kami nanti ku upload.. naleyh baa..
well, smlm ada karaoke jua. towards the end of majlis, we 3446 babes had one song. matahari by agnes monica. bukan na batah kami nunggu giliran heee sampai ku tukar baju dah as aku rimas. so time kami menyanyi tu spuil la aku sorg ja na pakai theme kain. antam tah.. siapa suruh batah? na penyabar HAHA but bida la kan nyanyian kami.. pitching dah lari laa ;D well i sleepover @lala's.

Nikah. BPP - Sales Forecast.

2009-06-12T23:46:00.003+08:00

Tanggal 12hb Jun 2009, Nurul Haziyah Rosli telah sah menjadi isteri Syazwan Marwan bin . . . .

[kes inda tau nama bapa syazwan heee]

photos by Nana Aziz

earlier, before i came to aze's nikah day i had BPP discussion with my group. we are now doing our next task, Sales Forecasting and Demand Analysis. so we are doing some surveys to some existing music schools. we had lunch at SriKandi Kiulap.

kami dua ja yg zidah gambar. time tu asim and fatin alum sampai. i had mee teow heeee after lunch we continued our surveys. i didn't stay too long cause i had to get ready to aze's nikah ((=

weekend on week 23.

2009-06-08T18:42:00.003+08:00

i can say that i had full schedules yesterday. dari pagi sampai ke malam la ku bejalan.

pagi.
lala asked me to go to SP. ada jualan amal dsana. +drg ada aerobic if i ain't mistaken. but when im omw ksana she texted that she's not around. out watching her bratz, ckin, playing netball. hmmmph.. so while waiting i gotta buy present for batrisya. ada birthday celebration for her ptg kemarin. so im thinking kan bali hadiah tu dmall tapi dsebabkan my hair messy so i decided to go to salon, doing my hair @a go go too hehe and after that i went to mall get something for batrisya.

gift for batrisya

then i went see lala for a while and after that i go home, getting ready to jerudong to batrisya's birthday celebration. bu but you know what lala said before i go, "you look gorgeous with your hair" *kambang* thanks babe *redface*

petang.
i went to batrisya's birthday celebration w' kaka dik and abg ep. mama's not coming w' us sal mama masih damam. sian mama, batah damamnya. berapa kali khosptal dah. alum jua baik² nya ))= getwellsoon mommy.. then the AJK of KNK (Keluarga Nene Kianggeh) had a meeting and kaka dik is one of them. i just joined the meeting. the last briefing before our coming family day this sunday. then we balik.

malam.
i went to tutong. convoy w' lala... finally, i'm going to tutong hehe actually we jln dari bandar dari late patang plang. sampai tutong after maghrib i guess. time tu ada drg uda suni and uda ana jua. hawa was so belabih and adam is cute. muka nya ada iras² adik atoi, his name adam jua ((= and i just know that adam is usually being called by the name syazwan hee baru jua alai tau tohh.. alai kan membiasa kan diri tah ne manggil adam by syazwan. i tolong apa yg fatut. not much actually *sigh. then me and lala kkadai bali paper and memfotokopi kad jemputan. batah lah jua kami dkadai atu batah² milih paper. then we balik and mamam. lapar alai hehe cerita² kajap, chilling around and na batah lapas tu saya mau balik. aher dah, 11pm i guess. mamy and babah na suruh balik sebenar nya since aher dah. aku mau plang but i have to coz esok nya which is today saya mau sekolah. kaka lagi kraja. kan harap aku jln awal pagi mmg na bleh harap =\ before i balik bandar i singgah jumpa nana bagi kain and kad jemputan. yea, our kain for aze's coming wedding ada dah ;D wanna know something? nana pay back my money and i did take it. tapi yg taLoor nya apa nah? aku simpan duit tu lam plastik kain yg aku kan bagi nana HAHA bangang kan? alai ngantuk bah udah time tu, mamai... na lagi sadar.. =\ even ngantuk, i arrived home safely last night ((= and tadi pagi? i tak sekolah sal IIEF still nada. ptg baru i dtg.

today's birthdays.

2009-06-07T00:00:00.001+08:00

H-A-P-P-Y-B-I-R-T-H-D-A-Y-!-!

This dedication is especially for my sister, Ernie Fadzlina Abd Ghani.
Happy Birthday Sister.
I wish you the best in your life and career.
Happy besides your beloved family always.

This birthday wish is also for . . .
my cousin, Abang Jay.
my cousin's son, Haikal.
my cousin's daughter, Batrisya.
and my friend, Farah Muti'ah.

♥ Noor Hafizah ♥

Market Outlook lagi. Sisters' Night.

2009-06-06T23:40:00.002+08:00

yes, kami sambung g buat BPP ari ne.. since drg farhana n zidah ada class so kami 3 urg lu menyambung.. we plan kan ke court ari ne, doing some research regarding starting up new business, so kami tunggu la drg abis class baru tah jln.. hmmm it's past 11 already tapi alum jua drg ane muncul² nya.. so kami 3 ke class ku mengayau.. there we meet aji and si sim tanya ia abis ka sudah alum class drg.. guess what? class drg cancel panya.. and sim like, "what?" wondering where far n zidah are.. so kami tarus la ke class drg. si sim marah dah ne sal drg na msg n inform.. *hfft hfft hfft* and dah jumpa, she asked them napa na inform? cause if drg nada class kami buleh awal ke court tadi sebenarnya. sal selalunya counter court tutup kul 11. sabar sim, im sure there's a good explanation for that. and yes there is. they answered that they did sms her. and dua² lagi me-msg. si far msg kul 7 dah gitau si sim yg class drg cancel. but too bad asim didn't receive any of that msg sal kebetulan hp nya be-problem panya ari tu. so cannot blame 'em. just yg salah nya drg ne drg na aga n cari kami dtempat kami selalu meeting hehe no one's faults actually =)) and so we zoom ke court pakai kerita si sim.

and yes, the counter tutup dah. so drg far n zidah just ambil brochures for our references. and kami lunch since sorang² lapar. we decided mkn @taurean the arch. since aku dah mkn tadi @itb so aku namau mkn yg heavy². at first i only ordered drink, orange sorbet. tapi pasal aku rasa kan ngunyah so kan order light food ja.. i order calamari. idk what calamari is tapi saja order kan merasa. and yg taloor nya na ku betanya rah waitress nya. then dah nya sampai apa nah? sotong rupanya.. esh!! na nyaman. and kan muntah actually nya time aku mkn aa. tapi paksa diri jua mkn sal na mau membazir... tapi na abis. hish! cause im sure if aku paksa mesti aku muntah @_@ sayang ja $$ ku.. banar kan, minggu ane bukan rezeki ku =S

while chill-ing kaka call kan antar kerita sal ia kan dgni ka ernie kJPD and tarus ikut balik kmuara. if not, nada dgn saya balik. we finish up our work there. then have to balik semula ke itb kan memprinting. here are some photos time kami di taurean.

this is my outfits.
oh ya, aku pakai baju baru lagi ari ne. *the red long sleeve* hehe

calamari *prfftt~

orange sorbet

my food and drink

farhana & zidah

fatin & sims

me ♥

our report selamat di submit. and i gotta go somewhere else lapas tu. a friend of mine minta dgni cuci kerita. at first i tak nak but since kaka minta ambil kan baju drumah kan jln krg mlm and tempat cuci kerita tu ampir² dgn my crib so im on. 2 buah kerita kesana atleast while waiting kerita nya becuci kami buleh ke rumah ambil baju kaka and rehat. after siap manyap barang we go back to car wash and off to wywy. mama minta bali kan food. then im off to muara, separate w'my friend @wywy.

heihh~ i thought syakirin ikut jln jua. panya inda. memeh nya na suruh sal ia na berapa betidur lately ne. borinngggg~ so yg jalan just me and both my sisters. wahh~ syok ey, "SISTERS' NIGHT!!" heee *wink. jarang ba kami betiga bepeluang kan jln sama² since kaka ernie has her own responsibility towards her family sudah. atfirst kami ke mall. kaka diknah kan bali baju @ego. she likes my baju yg i bought the other day. she wants to buy it tooo.. tapi apa nah? hajat lain yg kan dbali tapi lain tah plg yg dbali nya HAHA selalu tu eyh heee after window shopping kami pun out from mall. we head to giant then, kaka ernie kan ke dst. kelurusan herney kerja time tu. chit chat w'her for a while. after abis semua urusan we balik.

tapi kan tapi kan. there's one thing,,, apa yg ku plan utk mlm ne na menjadi ))=

BPP - Market Outlook.

2009-06-05T23:50:00.004+08:00

as i mention in my previous post, our group would be having our meeting today.. and yes we did.
we meet @itb. and today aku pakai baju baru yg ku bali kemarin *kambang* =b

ermm aku sakai yaw.. aku na pernah dtg itb on friday. yatah time ku masuk lobby dgn slumber nya aku kan tarus naik ke class.. then the sucurity tahan aku. he was asking aku kan kemana and aku jawab aku ada discussion.. then he said, "aa register dulu aaa.." *opz* aku lupa laa yg aku tu dtg ari jumaat and mesti be-register.. so aku patah balik and register laaa.... malu ahh *redface* taLoooor~

so we continued w' our work progression.. buat questionnaire, make report.. and tadi aku buat schedule table for our business.. btw, have i mentioned what business our group is doing? we're doing music school and our school name Cadence RAFFE.. does it sound nice? hehe mencari nama is my job but we all contribute in having nice but suitable name. meaning behind the name? aku lupa.. nanti i gitau InsyAllah.. oh ya lupa ku gitau. my group members for BBP are asimah (leader), farhana (asst. leader), razidah and fatin hamamah. and of course, me! hehe

mula² i was planning kan balik awal sal kan aga kaka dik lagi and maybe ptg i tak dtg cause i wanna go to ttg helping my lala regards her sister's coming wedding. she helped me a lot during my sister's wedding lastime so why not i balas, na ja? moreover, her family is like my family already ((= unofficially jadi family angkat heee *opzz* menyimpang plak. [continue . . ] but since kaka ckp ia na awal balik lunch today sal ada kraja nya masih so i decided ikut my group lunch @themall. yg capi² nya kan dah ku baru sampai mall kaka call minta aga. but i still stay kan order takeaway food. thinking that mama na masak since mama damam =( getwellsoon mommy. i also bought milo @cineplex. pasal aku keaheran dah so lapas ja my food siap i tarus chow.. and dah aku otw kan ambil kaka, msg sampai from asim telling that minuman ku tinggal... prfftt! malas jua ku kan balik semula tu.. this is the 2nd time numan ku tinggal dkadai.. kemarin ya jua time ku mkn @ayamku.. nyampahz!! dah balik rumah guess what? mama masak rupanya.. *heihh~ sayang jaa $$ bali makanan tadi.. rezeki ku mmg kurang minggu ane *heihh...

i've decided kan ke itb lagi semula b4 ke ttg. tapi kan pasal kaka ada hal ptg td and kan makai kerita so aher la aku kan ke itb semula.. and pasal aku aher i have to stay sampai kami abis buat our work. lain jua rasa nya kan balik awal since aku na banyak buat kraja *sigh. and for the first time aku stay @itb sampai malam *erks =S gelap yaw, dtangga gelap.. sana sini gelap..teringat ku tarus cerita ammie =S pemalas ba security nya kan membuka lampu.. dbiar kan nya itb gelap² time mlm. heihhh no good!! ermm actually our work alum plg siap, tinggal sikit ja lagi so we sambung esuk g. hopefully sampat siap b4 submit time, InsyAllah.

and so pasal aher dah so i cancel kan ke ttg. lala pun na suruh jua dtg sal aher dah.. takut krg aku aher balik. thanks babe for ya concern. i know you love me. iloveyou too *wink. balik² ajat ku kan ke ttg cancel saja. sabar ja..

other than that, i also wanna share one thing. suppose today is my happy day but because of "something" it turns to be my sad and menyampah day. and this "something" always happen on my happy day and AKU BENCI!!

i love today..

2009-06-04T23:59:00.002+08:00

at first of meet, it was cold.. i mean it was in a "cold" situation.. i was thinking, "would it be happening again??" *sighh~* later after that i think positive, maybe because we were both tiredd and so, that's why... a moment of silence for some times.. not long after that we started to talk, sharing, chit chatting . . . and our conversations went very well. i loveeee~ *wink.

in short, we had no fights. no fights at all!! and it continued until night time. *big smile* we have good times together today. and that's why i really love today. hopefully, this will always be happening everytime we spend our time together ;D

ermm, just now i went shopping @ego the mall. i bought two blouses. wheeee~ outside ego, i met kathy.. she was now working @baiduri bank, the mall branch. she cut her hair ;) she's still blurr and what i menyampah the most she forgets my name.. phrfftt!!

oh yaa,, there's one thing i don't like about today. i went to the mall w'my mihir look, wearing my sports attire.. urrgghhh!! i felt terrible!!! i was bida today which i shouldn't be =S prfftt!
lesson for me, i should wear proper attire if i wanna go to gadong even i just plan to go for a while and i don't plan to go to the mall as plan would change.. =[

badminton part 2

2009-06-04T23:46:00.003+08:00

another badminton day..
and finally, we got the chance to play at brand new menglait sport complex ;D thursday afternoon, biasa laaa.. kami nada class.. nasib baik minggu ne nada replacement class on the day, today la tu i mean.. so kami main la ari ne.. tapi ari ne kami na ramai mcm ari tu cause some of us were busy with BPP meeting.. kan nyiap kan market outlook, to be submitted this saturday.. our group's lagi alum siap tapi kami na meeting ptg tadi cause sorang² ada hal.. so esuk la kami sambung membuat..

alright forget about BPP dulu, we sambung cerita pasal badminton.. i start with siapa² ja yg dtg...

guys : iqqy, hamdi, zul
ladies : me, fatin , sabrina

ermm, this time aku na click² so i will just story.. i'm the 3rd to come after iqqy & hamdi. when i arrived drg tgh main. drg team up against other players yg dtg ke SC atu jua laa... since aku nada partner kan main so aku just duduk² dulu la sambil baca conan eheee aku na tau la team mana yg menang. what i know after that match drg belawan lagi w' other team. and again aku na tau team mana yg menang S=

while 2nd match tu drg fatin n sab dtg. after drg tukar baju aku join la drg main. at first aku team sama mamy fatin lawan si sab tapi dsebabkan mamy fatin na berapa be-chanz kan ngampas shuttle tu so mamy fatin pindah ksebalah team up sama sabrina.. and we had a match w'out rules hehe siapa menang? hmm malas i cakap.. yg penting iqqy yg jadi empire time tu putung my points by 10 points because i served w'out fatin being ready.. kambang tu si iqqy aa... then we stop sal mcm na mau abis kan haha

and while we playing, si zul dtg.. after kami stop i wanna go sal i ada hal.. but before aku balik aku dgni drg fatin & sab lu bali minuman since aku pun kan membali. mamy fatin wanted to drive my car but i said later after bali minuman.. we just went across the street. and kan rah kadai tu ada lelaki ne hensem,, yatah nya si sab "bar bag, bar bag!!" meaning, "barang bagus, barang bagus!!" haha bangang! so as promises, mamy fatin drive time kan balik semula ke SC. since she not really used to manual so she took a long time kan reverse, speed 1, and balancing whatsoever laaa.. yatah sampai pjg wa Q kerita menunggu ia kan keluar parking. ada jua 4-5 buah haha sampai ada kerita tu kan mutung Q tapi na dpt sal our car still there blocking the way.. fatin fatin.. lain lagi cerita nya time kan keluar simpang. bukit kan tu, so she had to balancing la lagi. i can say na berapa pass la yatah kerita teturun, and yg ku ingau kan time tu ada kerita dbelakang, ampir lagi tu... esh esh esh.. thankfully she managed to balance and tarus keluar spg dgn bunyi benaung nya and we selamat sampai ke SC semula *phewww~ and apa nah? sepanjang jalan ke SC tu ia pakai speed 1 ja.. ku suruh ia tukar speed na ya mau.. nasib baik jua ampir ja.. heihh~ nyasal plg ku nyuruh ia drive time balik. baik plg time kan kekadai sal time tu clear nada kerita.. i said to her that baik jua ia ne bukan jenis yg panic,, kalau inda Nauzubillah.. she replied, "aku andangnya muka na pemalu" hehehe i like her slumber ;))

and so after that, i balik... *wave

ammie bagi beg lagi.

2009-06-02T00:19:00.011+08:00

aku aher dtg class lagi tadi. yatah time ku gagas² kan naik ke class aku tejumpa ammie dtangga. she said lectures cancelled and ia kan balik atas sebab² tertentu.. fuhhh~ nasib baik nada class *relief. before ia balik, ia sampat bagi saya something, a plastic bag. apanah dalam nya? as being mentioned in my header earlier, ya it's a bag!! eheeee beg apa nah??

i ZoOm . . .

it's a white damier LOUIS VUITTON bag!!

eheee i likeeee~ thanx ammie :D

i asked her, sempena apa ne and dgn slumber nya ia ckp, sajaaaa~ heeee
thanks a lot darl... jan jara aaa eheeee ;))

another absent.

2009-05-28T12:46:00.000+08:00

kata ku kota!! aku banar² absent ari ne. tapi malas ku kan ambil MC. aku malas kan nunggu batah² dhospital aa. mulai tah ku. baik ku tidur and rehat. so ya, i absent today!! missed FM ku lagi. *sigh~ malar dah ku absent ari kamiz ne w'out MC. tunggu ta saja surat if attendance na cukup. phrfftt!

and to my BPP group, sorry aku na dpt attend meeting today =\ GoodLuck anyway..

diarrhea. weak. dinner.

2009-05-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

i ain't feeling that well today =[ i feel weak and i have diarrhea =\ so aku na berapa ada mO0d kan belajar today. tadi time ITF pun aku banyak melimpang. i didn't really pay much attention. my temp pun makin naik =\ aku pun na tau la cana buleh tapi yg penting lapas ku dgni kaka ku ke hospital pasal ia diarrhea, dah mlm nya aku ta plg yg beria².. kan dkata kan bejangkit inda jua, diarrhea ne na jua bejangkit kalie. kan dkata kan pasal nasi katok yg ku mkn pun inda jua sal mama pun mkn.. pasal apa tah aaa??? *curious..

so pasal aku makin lamah, panas badan ku naik n masih g ku beria² so i decide kan absent esuk. tapi even pun lamah² badan jalan jua ku ke giant, abg ep belanja whole family makan.. pay day,, yatah ia belanja makan dfoodcourt. and aku order pizza. ada la mOod ku jua sikit sal melayan karenah syakirin. aku bawa ia main rah playground tapi na batah sal kanak² yg main dsana ganas² and kasar. later after that we bawa ia main rah music car aa.. payah kan suruh ia beranti nyamu.. na mau lapas.. aku sampat ambil gambar nya main..

awu, kabur... camera hp, 1.3 Mp saja yatah.. nada focus lagi...

siuk usulnya main aa.. teringat saya zaman saya masa budak² dulu, aiseyhh!!

other than that ada jua video syakirin menari dgiant tdi. nanti tah ku upload time ku rajin InsyAllah. i don't have it right now. and tadi jua kaka ernie bali kan syakirin jam. p na batah aa, dah sampai rumah hook jam tu patah HAHA

and aku? sihat ku tu aa time jumpa anak buah ku aa.. join syakirin menari lagi tadi ehee tapi dah sampai rumah . . . toiiinnggg~ lamah balik. bisai aaa... and ane tgh mem-post. taloooorr~ ;D

trip to Belait.

2009-05-25T18:42:00.003+08:00

yesterday my family went to Belait.. hajat? melawat nene di Sg. Tali.. she is my nene sebalah arwah ayah.. nene tinggal sama angah, so tarus lah melawat angah sekeluarga jua, kaka arwah ayah.. wah~ been long dah na jumpa nene.. Alhamdulillah nene sihat tapi yalah na lagi kuat mcm dulu. i was glad jumpa nene kemarin ;D she seemed happy to see us there ;))

kami betulak dari rumah dlm pukul 10 lalu laa.. na sampat kan breakfast sal aku aher bangun eheee so apa lagi, singgah di KK Koya Telisai bali ruti kawin. punya batah menunggu. kalau bukan pasal lapar na plg ku kan singgah tu. tapi dsebabkan lapar tahap gastrik dah yatah singgah jua. oh ya btw kami kBelait pakai 2 buah kerita, kerita abg jal n abg ep. 1st time tah tu ku naik kerita abg ku ari tu. ermm ia tukar kerita anyway, na lagi pakai nissan xtrail nya yg dulu. now he drives . . . . malas ku gitau ah. krg kana ucap ku kan meng-showoff. tau² sendiri ja heee

ok, sambung cerita about our trip... erm batah la jua kami drumah angah.. sampai x jua sejam, kali lah haah.. we cerita² sama angah sambil minum² while syakirin main dgn anak ka ita, haikal. after puas cerita², puas minum², puas syakirin main we chow.. but kami na tarus balik bandar. we sambung our trip ke rumah angah lagi sorg di Kg. Pandan, adik mama. dsana, we lunch. sorg² kelaparan ehee -_-" dsana we chill lama sikit la.. na ingat sampai kul berapa. sampat jua liat one movie sampai abis and my bro sampat jua tidur. batah jua tu kan? then we balik . . . time balik ne aku n ka dik na ikut abg ep g, we ikut drg abg jal sal abg ep ada hel [hal].. again, we na tarus balik bandar, kan singgah ke sengkarai g rumah parents abg jal dtutong. yatah kan time otw dari belait ktutong tu syakirin duduk sama saya lapas nya puas duduk dbelakang sama anty nya. so i took that chance begambar la w'my neph eheee and here are the photos . . . .

marung yaw pose nya aa..

hmmm, makin layu ne . . .

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TUPP!!

laaa,, mengantuk rupanya... ehee patut marung semacam, lowbattt!! =)

sepanjang jalan catu la ia tidur, dpangkuan i heee p na lama lapas tu mama ambil ia, supaya ia tidur melimpang. bantal yg ia paluk tu bantal busyuknya. we call it syepah pasal gambar bantalnya atu gambar ziraffah =)) na nampak gambar nya aa sal bantal nya tebalik. nanti tah meliat kan InsyAllah . . . and know what? dah sampai sengkarai ia bangun.. we stay sana sekajap, before maghrib we balik.

dah sampai rumah apa nah? we jalan lagi.. only mama, kaka dik and me. aku lapar lagi.. heeee so mama belanja kami mkn dgerai rah jangsak.. honestly makanan nya na ku berapa kenyamanan p pasal lapar, mkn ta saja =\ after mkn we balik and that's the end of our trip heehee

soto-ing @tinis

2009-05-22T15:46:00.008+08:00

today as usual mama, kaka dik and aku kmuara.. dpendekkan cerita, drg kaka² ku minta belanja mkn soto rah tinis.. so here we are . . .

i start my post withhh . . .

18SX

mari baby tani "becium" eheee =P

si belabih boy dgn ucu nya

drink & food

teh tarik

soto

aksi mereka makan soto

kaka ernie

kaka diknah

mama

si belabih boy pun mau

iklan

LV pouch
ammie bought me for my b'day ;P thanks babe

another iklan

hehe just for fun ;)

ex-teacher

2009-05-21T22:46:00.003+08:00

hari ne mood ku na berapa baik.. i feel very annoyed today by several persons for several reasons.. aku rasa annoying la banar² tadi.. but i'm okay dah.. i'm cOoL already.. *fuuhh~

i just wanna share something.. tadi my mama lapar so she asked me to go restoran kaka bali nasi katok.. while i'm waiting i terserempak w'my ex-primary teacher, sir haji alani asharee.. if i ain't maistaken his name spelling heee sorry sir if salah *erks. i used to call him sir lani ;D he went to the same restaurant jua w'his friends.. so aku tagur laa.. tanya² kabar and he asked me what i have been doing currently.. na batah tu aku balik sal nasi ku siap dah..

a bit about my ex-teacher.. sir lani ajar aku time ku skulah rendah di sekolah rendah pengiran dipa negara pengiran jaya, sengkarai.. dari darjah 4 sampai lah jahanam. ey salah, darjah 6 =P saja ku taip nama skulah ku yg pjg atu dulu heee p skrg ne nama skulah tu nada lagi perkataan "rendah" sal ada penuntut tingkatan 1 - 3 dah dsana yatah...

sir lani ne buleh la dkata kan garang.. ala² cigu disiplin dskulah atu laa.. pes time ku liat ia marah time ku darjah 2 ka 3.. ia marah "senior²" ku lam dewan, pelajar² nya i think time atu.. reason ia marah? aku na tau.. yatah time ku tau ia jadi class teacher ku time darjah 4 aku takut =S p dah ya ngajar aku and aku "kenal" ia panya cOoL sir ku ane *wink. ada time nya ia sporting laaa... tapi if ia sudah marah, diam ta saja.. kan tadi aku ckp ia ne ala² cigu disiplin, yatah ia terkenal dgn "denda"nya yg satu ane . . . . ey malas ku gitau apa denda nya ey.. biar cha urg² nya and urg² yg pernah kana ja yg tau.. denda nya atu khas utk pelajar² lelaki plg saja eheee tapi pernah skali aku kana denda.. bkn aku sorg la, almost the whole classmates.. pasal apa nah? heihh~
time atu kami abis dah PCE kan tapi "junior²" kami masih g musim belajar.. ada kah kami atu time drg tgh belajar kami main "puliz & pencuri" [pernah kamu main?] lari² sana lari² sini. dapan class² urg belajar lagi tu. bising kali.. yatah sir kami denda kami bepanas dapan library sampai urg balik skulah... eee~ malu la time tu. eee~ tapi kecalian jua ku if ku teringat kan balik *LOL mula² b4 kana denda aku betapuk lam jamban, na jua sir dpt masuk tu tapi aher nya keluar lapas kana panggil sal takut =S eheee rawk panya aku tu dulu aaa and gaukk!! HAHA sir atu tegas, tapi sebenarnya sir atu baik lahh... and pernah jua ya antar aku balik rumah ;)

erm,, to sir lani [i ain't sure if he gonna read this but . . . ], thankyou so much atas semua ajaran² sir selama sir mengajar aku. akan ku kenang sampai bila² InsyAllah..
erm atu ja,, na ku pandai nyamu kan membuat ucapan ane heeee

k, i'm out!!

badminton part 1

2009-05-15T14:46:00.000+08:00

hmm rupanya my guy finance mates selalu main badminton.. lately ne la.. na sound² drg aa.. i think 2x dah drg main. and so for the 3rd time ne kami the finance ladies mau join jua heee just some of us laa.. since kemarin pagi nada class due to itb convocation full rehearsal so kami main la pagi kemarin. siapa nah saja kami?? [according to siapa yg dtg dulu]

guys: iqqy, hamdi and zul
ladies: wol, me, lynn, fatin, amnah, amal, sabrina

masa ari rabu kami plan kan main rah dewan menglait pukul 7am.. i like what?? 7 am?? gila... banar plg aku ne not really a morning person, a person kan bangun awal pagi berabis but that's not really my problem. the problem is kawasan tempat ku tinggal ne selalu jammed pagi². pukul 7 atu sudah jammed. buleh plang if aku tu kan jln awal around 6-6.30am tapi nya kerita yg kan ku pakai ne kerita kaka ku. kaka ku keraja kali. na kan pasal aku kan main badminton [which is not really important if dbandingkan dgn keraja kaka ku] aku kan suruh kaka ku dtg ofiz nya kul 6 lalu? ofiz nya buka pukul 8++... kesian jua kan.. na ja? and so aku decide kan dtg kul 8lalu atupun drg dah buat muka menyampah especially si . . . ey taknak gitau ahh.. heee

hmm on the day aku pukul 8 baru jln dari rumah... "wah im late." aku ne bukan nya selalu na menepati masa, it's just aku ne urg nya lalai. lalai berabis and na pandai kan manage my own time. that's why masa yg djanji kan atu aku selalu tak "tertepati".. not that i do it on purpose, just that's my nature. i can say it's my most weakness. tapi banyak urg na faham *sigh~ up until now i'm still trying ti fix it though. ok ok,, lupa kan pasal atu dulu.
[continue . . .] so before kan ke dewan aku decide kan ke jingchew dulu bali ruti kuning,, *nyummmZz~ since aku na sampat breakfast. pengsan krg sport tarus² dgn perut kosong. adedeh, ober heee but omw to JC, iqqy called telling that venue changed to dewan IPA. adeyh,, sampai kali ku dah dkawasan menglait ne. *heihh~ he said that ddewan menglait na kana suruh main dsana since ptg nya ada tournament so pagi atu drg kan pakai belatih.. capi² tah banar.. prfftt!! so after tapau ruti aku tarus zoom ke dewan IPA.

w'out stretching i terus warming up. kami main ganti² laa.. i had two matches..

1st match: hamdi + me vs. iqqy + wol [L-O-S-T, 1-2]
aku lupa la berapa points kami, p yg penting jarak nya na jauh and 1st game won by our team. heee aku bangga la jua sikit cause what i heard team wolliq payah drg kan kalah kan sepanjang drg main 2x sebelum ane aa but we made it heee ham, we can make a good tag team. we just need to practise more =))

2nd match: zul + me vs. hamdi + lynn
result? na tau. we break pasal azan then na batah atu aku balik. nextime perhaps? InsyAllah =)

even ngaleh, begambar is MESTI =P

practice

budaks baru belajar

"go amnah! go amnah!" bubut tu shuttle aa

wolliq
renungan manja. aiseyh~

wolliq
awu iq, kau macho. aku tau dah HAHA

zooly
kekasih tak menjadi *LOL

lynn

sabrina "ririn estrella"

me and "mummy" fatin

amal & me
she says she's cuter.. ey ey salah tu mal =P

fatin & amnah

amal & ririn

zul & hamdi

breaktime

zul, kau mmg suka tup mata ka? d=

ADIDAS!!

we really had fun. looking forward for next "badminton-sport-time".

-xoxo-

fight.

2009-05-14T22:46:00.001+08:00

we had a BIG fight.
never we fight like that before. *sigh~
it was crazy. it was stupid.
we were both ego.
none of us wanted to tolerate. *bigsigh~
but i'm thankful it was finally ended.
i hope there would be no such fights happen again.

iloveyou..
*tighthugs.

gigitan ku heee

2009-05-11T22:46:00.000+08:00

anak buah ku makin ari makin belabih.. eeee~ gigitan ku..
kemarin macam biasa kami ke rumah kaka ernie.. erm,, aku na mau panjang cerita.. yang penting anak buah ku makin belabih.. pandai dah menyaya *geram. aku na ingat pasal apa tapi masa ku cium pp nya sebelum kami kan balik aku gigit pp nya tarus.. yatah ia menangis manja lapas tu eheee gigitan tah ku sudah tu..

esuknya, ari ne la tu, kaka ernie telefon aku tanya kuat ka inda masa ku gigit pp kiyin tu.. aku cakap inda dan ku tanya kenapa.. ia cakap pp kiyin merah hehehehe kuat rupanya ku gigit atu hahaha aku suruh la kaka ernie gambar pasal aku mau liat.. dan hasil nya . . . .

nampak kamu garis merah rah pp nya aa? heeee jahat kan aku tu?
bah atu ja.. *lambai.
kiyin, ucu cayang kiyin. *cium.

p/s: wah sepanjang cerita ku aku cakap melayu lah saja ehehee tahniah!! payah yaw.. biasa dah pakai bahasa "rojak".

-xoxo-

Konsert Ke-9 AF7

2009-05-10T16:06:00.005+08:00

wah wah wah.. na ku pernah post pasal AF ne.. hehe skrg ne aku na plang lagi berapa AF ne. liat pun liat² catu ja.. minat pun minat² catu ja.. aku paling fanatik rah AF2 dulu and aku paling minat ADAM.. and KAER heee

so why now aku post pasal AF? hmmm sukati ku laa.. blog ku.. aku punya suka ka la kan post apa. na ja? emm,, atu jawapan menyampah tu, jawapan annoying heee actually sajaa... i just wanna share aku suka konsert ke-9 AF7 pasal pelajar AF7 yg ku minat, akim, persembahannya lawa.. i like~ i love~ he sang i'm yours by jason mraz. cairrrr jua la oleh nya heee obber aku aa HAHA

other than that, i like hafiz's performance as well, i believe i can fly by R Kelly. feeling habis.. i love the energy he brought and the way he sang that song.

aku suka la drg dua ane. even i like akim more, still i want hafiz to be the next AF champion.. and akim be at 2^nd place. jadi tah.. tapi kan tapi kan, ada tia jua AFMASUK ne.. prfttt! and yg masuk balik was aril.. double prfftt! menyampah aku.. aku mau echah (aisyah) yg masuk balik. so peluang akim kan no. 2 tu tipis.. but i really hope hafiz be the winner, instead of si aril. aku na puas ati la sebenar nya si aril ne masuk balik even aku pernah minat ia mula² dulu p pasal ia ne berperangai obber aku jadi na minat. but aku suka ia balik time konsert ke-5 time ia duet w'marsha but after that ilang tia suka atu balik. apakhan aku ne skajap suka skajap inda HAHA aku tu na suka perangainya yg stayi atu saja.. that's all!!

so goodluck to akim and hafiz!!!

-xoxo-

mystery rose & my belated b'day @wecan

2009-05-05T16:06:00.005+08:00

wahh it's been awhile i havent posted anything... i was very busy with non-stop assessments. and now im a bit free but it won't be long anyway *sigh. coming, we'll be busy ourselves w' BPP [Business Planning Proposal] =\ what's my group business proposal? hmmm let me hush for some times. nextime i'll story. and assessments before semester break? we got 2-3 tests in a week and some assignments.. wah so tiring =S okay, let's forget about workloads first.

as promise, i'll show a picture regards mystery rose for my b'day and also surprise for me by my 346 babes. so here are the pictures..

who's (are) the mystery giver(s) aa?? up until now i haven't known and discovered the giver(s). thanks to him/her/them but i'm really wondering. *thinking. they're so jahat. phrfftt! once again thanks, i appreciate it anyway.

so my very-berry-super-duper-kambang-346-babes planned to surprise me. it was saturday, the same week for my birthday. earlier days, si lala memang planning to bring me outing and she also kept asking me what gadget i love. i was like "kenapa ne tanya² ane? ada ne." tapi na plang lama ku rasa cam ada something tu because . . . . entah, payah ku explain. planning was either saturday/sunday due to some matters laa. and so saturday it is. aku na syak apa² plang mula² mlm tu. not until she said "ke gadong la, saturday night ne." hmm gadong? why gadong? ada la sebabnya ku befikiran catu. but i didn't ask any further. since ia yg bawa let her decide then. and again, aku na fikir banyak, just ikut ja. once again, she suggested makan @wecan. alasannya, ia na pernah makan rah bilik. i said, "bah manasaja, tapi if mkn 2 urg ja mana dpt lam bilik." she replied, "tipu ja.. gitau tani 4 urg la.." "4",, hint dah tu aa.. na jua ku te-click. esh esh esh..

dah sampai sana banar ne kami tipu that our table is for 4 persons. sampai sanggup wa kami tunggu. si lala la majal mau lam bilik jua. rupanya ada udang disebalik batu. and aku ne sama ta jua na te-click. prfftt! batah jua la kami tunggu, around 15mins i think. finally, we got our table. si lala suruh aku duduk disebalah nya not facing the door. i still remember her expression mikir dmana aku patut duduk. and tapi na jua ku te-click time atu. yg boring nya sekarang ne, bilik nya na lagi be-pintu. it's an open room. boring laa... mcm lain rasanya urg yg melintas² liat kami ddlm duduk tas lantai. and na lagi belapik pat duduknya tu cam dulu. buruk banar.

tgh² meng-order makanan, suddenly,

♫♪ Happy Birthday To You.. ♫♪
♫♪ Happy Birthday To You.. ♫♪
♫♪ Happy Birthday To Ejah.. ♫♪
♫♪ Happy Birthday To You.. ♫♪

mimit holding my-icecream-mint-cake and nana click2 her Nikon D90. *SURPRISEEEE!!*
aahhhh~ kamu kambang!!! and after that baru ta all the "patut tah" keluar..

1. patut tah lala bawa ke gadong
2. patut tah lala suggest di wecan
3. patut tah lala majal mau bilik
4. patut tah lala mcm bepikir before kami kan duduk

hehhs and after that baru tah ku tepikir. awu aa lala na jua berapa suka wecan. tapi suggest kesana. and patut laa lala mcm befikir tadi before kami duduk. baru ku te-click yaw why she paused and thinking *jarinya kebibir. panya mikir dmana aku patut duduk. rupanyaaa~ phrfft! menyampah, why didin't i see all that coming? yes babes, you all succeed to surprise me. kambang.. capi capi capi.. but i love it. thankyou very much baby baby baby ku.. i love you 3. and wanna know what? while me and lala otw ke gadong, rah jambatan ampir traffic light panya drg nana and mimit dbelakang kerita kami. baru ya aku tu na realise langsung. entah behapa saja ka ku time tu sampai na lagi ingat dunia luar. aiseyh,, bahasa.. heee and about gadget tu, kata lala . . . ah malas ah kan taip.. =P

well, that was happened. photos? ermm alum ambil rah nana heee nextime ta post InsyAllah. k tata. sorry for the late-ness.

-xoxo-

lunch @jeruton

2009-05-01T13:00:00.003+08:00

lastweek we finance classmates out for lunch together @jeruton hotel. saja kan merasa buffet nya. but only 10 of us yg join.. the food? ohkay laa... and picture below was my meal.

nada gambar kami yaw~ malas ku gambar, nada camera!
[aiseyh, sombong aku aaa HAHA]
aku just gtau sapa yg join aa . . . heee
me, ammie, hamdi, ayuni, syima, fatin, amnah, amal, feeza, sabrina.

-xoxo-

@jungle gym & mamih.

2009-05-01T12:46:00.001+08:00

Monday. 27^th April, 2009.
night time.

we brought syakirin to play @jungle gym.. he dad so much fun especially the sliding.
me and kaka azlyn aslo join him to play.. as in to look after him but . . . that's just an excuse HAHA

he loves sliding ;D

then we go to mamih for dinner.
syakirin looked tired and real thirsty after playing, didn't he?

-xoxo-

minutes before it ends.

2009-05-01T10:46:00.000+08:00

lala, you kambang!
again, you made me surprised & bangang! HAHA
but i love it..
thanks ya, i did not expect that..
thanks to kaka noni & areen also..
i really did not expect that you guys would complot w'lala and surprise me..
kamu kambang jua tapi ejah a.k.a ucu sayang kamu..
and i love you too lala..
thanks a lot! =')

p/s: well readers, sorry for the late post =\ well that was what happen on my birthday night (=
picture of the rose and post about my 3446 nextime ya... pictures not chet w' me sorry..

-xoxo-

my rank.

2009-04-14T17:46:00.001+08:00

By 5th April, 2009.
Sunday @8.12pm

eheee saja.. ;P

-xoxo-

"haji" rock ;D

2009-04-12T22:46:00.001+08:00

CUTE arr??
pakai songkok tapi pakai jersy bulaa ehee

-xoxo-

this april.

2009-04-12T18:34:00.000+08:00

as i promise, i want to post 'bout what happened during my b'day night, the photo of the rose from a mysterious giver and b'day surprise for me by my 3446 babes.. but sorry to say i cant story 'bout 'em now.. na rajin ++i haven't had the rose photo and got the b'day surprise photos from nana yet heee nextime aight? if saya rajin jua ehheh

oh yaa.. lastime i wanted to post about my new hair cut HAHA so bangas already. jangan tah aaa.. my rambut pun dah pjg. bulan berapa kan tu?? heee sorry that time nada gambar yg bisai wa thats why.. tapi tapi ada jua in my post yg lama² i upload some photos w' my newly hair cut time tu. kira ok la tu. lagi pun my hair cut biasa² aja ehee

so, what's new 'bout me? this april, i shopped a lot! i became a shopaholic like Rebecca Bloomwood in 'Confessions of a Shopaholic' haha ~~NOT~~~ actually i don't really shop, but i spent my money a lot. *ka-ching ka-ching. how aa?? my allowance not chet out. apa lagi? pakai my savings laaa *erkss =S NOT GOOD!! what did i spend to?

> ofcourse, makan..
> movie tickets.
> repair my lappy adapter.
> printer ink cartridges, both black & colour.
> ext. hardisk.
> handphone MMC.
> and one more, but sorry i can't mention it here.

hmm.. not much. but sampai jua beratus ($_$) =\ shhooot~ most, i spent for my lappy. and actually i was about to buy a webcam but nasib baik dapat ku tahan Alhamdulillah.. tapi mcm gatal plg rasa nya kan membali. eeee~

okayy, done talking 'bout money spending. this april, i also busy w' ITB assessments. 3 assignments, 1 presentation, 1 project. wahh~ really stress out! =\ malaskan elaborate. yg penting banyak la yg kan dbuat.. prfftt~ k out lu..

-xoxo-

MU jersy.

2009-04-05T20:16:00.000+08:00

my neph kana bali kan jersy MU leh my mom..

and i also got the similar one... heee

my kaka pun mau ikut begambar jua heee
actually i asked her to wear mine p ia na mau

similarities?

my jersy = my nephew's
my pants = my sister's
*wink*

-xoxo-

my 21st day..

2009-04-05T18:24:00.003+08:00

im already 21! im an adult! wheee~
bila nah? on 31^st March, 2009..
wahh,, happy ne? aku happy ka? haha
so what happen on that day?
well aku ke itb cam biasa.. yg na biasa nya aku pakai baju yg na pernah ku pakai ke itb.. kira kes hari spesel la tu kan.. indeed, it was my special day ;D apa nah baju ku?

wow! im in pink yaw~
HAHA cam na biasa plg pakai pink..

so what happen when i entered lecture room? they sang me a birthday song.. na plg sampai abez just like 3verses and putus² since time atu tgh lecture [nah, kdptan cia ku aher dtg ;S] but still i appreciate it.. thanks to those yg nyanyi kan even na abez eheee
next?? belajar la cam biasa... then after one lecture abez, i got a chocolate as my b'day gift.. i can say it was my 1st b'day gift this year.. chocolate apa??

Tronkyyyy~

thanks to zooly ;D well zooly you still owe me 6more types of chox ahax~ btw, kdptan g aku na concentrate time lecture.. tgh on lappy aaa.. ehee

during lunchtime..
we dunno where to go.. my finance friends like balik² ckp, "dmana ejah belanja ne?" heee alum dpt belanja laa.. elaun alum out.. cana kan belanja?? *erkks sorry pren..
syima suggest we just jln² since some of us ada dah yg kanyang and she decided go to the mall.. and i was like,, "bah lakas tah ke mall.. hibur kan ati ku" heeee jahat aku tu minta bawa ksana even tgh broke p mau jua drg.. appreciate that guys *wink
at first ammie na mo ikut p after ku keluarkan kata² sakti ku atu [actually buat muka spusen ;P] mau jua ya at last.. thank you ammie kuu~ loveyou..

i was happy and more happy when . . . .
erm let it be my secrets ;D

then we balik itb semula for tutorial.. in lecture room i heard my friends ckp² 'bout ada "something" on my table.. dpendek kan cerita, syima asked me to go to our finance class and i go.. and i found . . a rose! can i say plastic one or like kaca one, on my table w' a note, "happy birthday ezzy.. 21^st ehee" and no name... what?? and till now idk who's the giver.. sapa aah?? can anyone please tell me?? jahat ee buat aku tetanya².. nanti i post the rose picture..

but there was a incident yg buat aku ilang happy taruss hari tu.. hmm.. sampat lagi tu that unhappy moment happened... i benci! menyampah!

then what happen next? what happen at that night? any anything? ermm...
to be continued . . . ;P

btw,, semalam my 344 babes surprised me... kambang drg aa.. but i love them..
thanks babes, i really love you guys..
and tadi pagi abg jal, my bro-in-law, belanja brunching @aminah arif serusop sempena belated b'day nya... we both share the same b'day date anyway ;D nextime it'll be my turn yg belanja my family mkn..
and again, nextime i post 'bout that two events.. naleyh ku dah menaip..

oh yaa, 1 more thing.. im about to go watching muvy hihi "12 ROUND", here i come bebeh ;))

actually today is my sub-special day.. tapiii~ =(( *sigh
keyh,, cheee youu~

-xoxo-

nyumzzzz~

2009-03-08T21:46:00.001+08:00

bulan lapas, mama belanja aku & kaka diknah makan ambuyat @aminah arif..

ambuyat dan cacah binjai. sluurrrrpppppp~

pesanan sampingan
sayur taugeh, urat daging, ikan rabush, ikan goreng timun & ulam, sambal belacan . . .
apa g aaa?? lupa ah..

dah kan abis baru ku ingat kan menggambar.. yatah makanannya semua macam kan abis atu heeee esh gila! teseliur saya *meleleh* ;P

-xoxo-

what a night.

2009-03-08T20:46:00.000+08:00

i was bored lastnight.. and so i asked my baby boy to take me out.. we went to jerudong anyway..
at first, we had nasi katok as we both hungrehhhh~
then we headed to jerudong beach.. not really many people hanging out there like usual days.. but i can say several men off to the sea w' their boats.
when we arrived, we saw a police jeep checking around the area.. and of course the jeep has policemen inside it HAHA we just acted cool.. inside me i was afraid though. afraid that the police would stop us. not because i was just w' my baby boy, but because of my baby boy hasnt had driving licence yet *erks* but thankfully, it didnt happen *wink*
we climbed up the rocks. and we looked towards the sea.. wahh~ so peaceful . . . .
we chit chat and we got so "intimate" *eyesblink*
and then we both were so f**king wet!! wuuuw~ why? because it was raining HAHA *lol* we ignored it btw and we just let ourselves being rained. i was so damn cold. my left back ached as i forced myself not to shivering. as time passed by, the rain became much heavier & heavier.. not that heavy actually hee
we continued chit chat-ing till 3am. the night breeze really made us so cold.
then we off to go home but before that we drove to pantai tungku first. just to go around the area. i really had fun. ((=

-xoxo-

random about syakirin

2009-03-08T18:24:00.000+08:00

syakirin during his 1^st birthday celebration

where is he?

inside his playhouse balls camp!!
(gift from his mommy)

his swing chair..
(gift from his nene, uwa nah & ucu jah lawa =P)

i pun dengki . . . hihi

-xoxo-

especially for her.

2009-03-08T16:36:00.001+08:00

her who? she is fydah sheikh mansor.. and she's my 2nd cousin ((=

i promised her lastnight that i would post about her.. so sis, here you go..
hmmm.. what should i story about her? *thinking*
actually i dont really know her that well.
im not really close w' her also.
in fact, i didnt know that she's my 2nd cousin at first place.
what the . . ekkk!!

maybe i've met her before in some family functions but the first time i saw her, that was the time i just knew that she is actually my cousin, was when we both joined a family netball team lastime.

and after then, we two get along w' each other. am i right sis?
but still i dont know much about her. what i know she's an English Teacher at . . .
i dont have any idea where heeee
other than that, she's also . . .

a ~~hairstylist part-timer~~ hihi neh~ im just kidding.

though we get along now, we never hangout together.
only during that netball time.

and after that, no more.. but maybe that time will come. who knows??

to ka fydah,
i've made my promise ((= enjoy....
but sorry if what i post, what i write and what i say make you feel not right or hurt maybe.. sowie~
and btw, i took your fb picture hehheh

-xoxo-

busy weeks. moody.

2009-03-01T22:10:00.000+08:00

i would be busy this week & next week. this coming wednesday i would be having two presentations of two different subjects, business information systems-2 (am) & operating business enterprise (pm).. hmmm,, i likeeee~ no no no.. actually, i loveeee~ i really enjoy this.. huh! yeaa rigghtttt . . and i think i would be the one & only who would present two presentations a day... wahh,, im proud~ yeaa,, i should be...

im not done with BIS-2 and actually im not prepared for it yet =\ and i have IIEF homeworks and i havent done it. i havent started any yet. im kinda have no mood. something happened just now and it affected me & my mood. frrrfftttt~

well it's already March.. and end of this month is a special day for me.. but now i dont feel excited about it *sigh* am i waiting for that day? idontknow.. do i expect something? hmmm . . . better not..

....first time.

2009-02-27T12:46:00.002+08:00

i have news that happy me.. ;D and i think it's a very good news for my family..
my neph syakirin has started to walk already for the first time yesterday wheeee finally~
lastnight, i went to their crib and and also for the first time he walked towards me ((=
i was so happy. in fact i am still happy ;D
ucu really loves kiyin *hugs*

and lastnight for the 1st time jua i pakai lulur hehhee p rah muka ja.. ku bawa tidur aaa HAHA

-xoxo-

i found you!

2009-02-23T00:46:00.002+08:00

i found these in my lappy...

idk i dont realise when these two paint were in my document.
e 1st one i found in my bin.
2nd is originally in my doc.
HAHA

-xoxo-

love brunei.

2009-02-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

kepada semua warga negara brunei darussalam,
selamat menyambut jubli perak hari kebangsaan yang ke-25 tahun.
"kedewasaan bernegara"

semoga kita akan sentiasa hidup aman & damai.
semakin matang dalam pemikiran demi kemajuan negara yang tercinta,
sesuai dengan tema hari kebangsaan pada tahun ini.

saya bangga menjadi anak brunei!

-xoxo-

i have no fucking mood!

2009-02-15T23:46:00.000+08:00

i have no mood!!
hp ku condemn!!
paluy!!
time cani ya rusak!!
errrggghhh!!!!!
na jua ku bemood tarus neh!!
belajar pun nada moood!!!
shooot!!!
fcuk!!!

i feel . . . sigh

2009-02-09T16:36:00.002+08:00

i feel different.
i can say im demotivated.
i cant concentrate in my study.
im worried.
im afraid that i cant do this study thing.
im afraid that i cant cope w' it.
im the "hope".
but im afraid that i would disappoint my family.
*sigh~*

i feel lonely.
my friends seldom come but always go.
*sigh~*
what should i do to improve myself?
what my bad behaviours i should change?
could anyone please tell me?

i feel & i think i've lost my sense of logical thinking.
(especially in studying).
im kinda hard to remember things, phrases, important terms, etc.
unless i say it several times.
(again, especially in studying).
again, same question,
what should i do to improve all these?
i wanna be a better person.

-xoxo-

the grieve . . ))=

2009-02-04T22:46:00.000+08:00

my cat, nico, is dead around 2-3pm.
isk.. isk.. isk..
she's been sick for days & yesterday we brought her to private vet clinic.
the doctor said she had been infected by a virus and this virus had gone to her head.
i think that was what also happened to the daughter cat lastime.

-xoxo-

charcoal lunchtime.

2009-02-03T12:46:00.001+08:00

we've been craving for charcoal since school reopened. but been cancelled for several times due to . . . . ...ehem ehem *clearing throat* heeee
and yesterday, our wish fulfilled *wink*

who we are . . .

ammie

syeema

datul

jeed

me : zaza

time to order

our "gadgets" heeee

datul's : freeeezy

the tastys . . .

datul's : texas beef w'rice & vegetables (lunch meal)

mine : charcoal's lamb chop 400g (smokey)
side orders : butter fragrant rice & potato salad

syeema's : charcoal's steak 320g (traditional)
side orders: mashed potato & garlic bread

ammie's : charcoal's steak 320g (honey)
side orders : mashed potato & salad

jeed's : bbq honey chicken
side orders : butter fragrant rice & salad

-xoxo-

i love these photos.

2009-01-29T15:46:00.000+08:00

this my favourite

those two above photos are by me

by yazid

-xoxo-

escape!

2009-01-29T13:29:00.001+08:00

my first day escape from campus.
samsengg~

and now i spend my time at somewhere-in-heaven-i'd-love-to-go place.
huh? apakanz?? lammeeee~

-xoxo-

Final Year Starts.

2009-01-27T22:46:00.000+08:00

final year has started. and we start our semester 4 today.

welcome back to me!!! ((=

i couldnt wait to come back to ITB lastime but lastnight i felt wanna continue my holidays and idk why. but im glad i go. i can meet my friends. i really miss them and to hangout w'em. having lunch together heeee

not much going today. am, we had briefing. pm, we had game. nextime i'll story 'bout it.

to all ITBians, Intake 23 & 24,
welcome back y'all!!!
goodluck to you for this semester. do the best!!

-xoxo-

a part of . . .

2009-01-25T16:26:00.002+08:00

Congratulations to Nurfaezah and Ak Nor Hazman for their wedding.

she's the National Qari'ah and she's my cousin ((=

taken from anakbrunei.org

i dont have the photos of their wedding hehhs! but i have these . . .

isnt he cute w'that shades??

he's sweeeett ((=

kiyin & ucu

sober neph ku atu

by kiyin. do you believe it?

ckin & epet were also there.

ckin (lala's lil' bratz) & me

epet. ckin. me.

shima_finance was also there. but i din photo w'her =\\

more wedding photos, visit hitam puteh (official photographer i guess), anak brunei & brunei forever (i aint sure their website url yet)

-xoxo-

my "crave" tercapai ((=

2009-01-25T00:46:00.002+08:00

wahh~ i've been craving for mee mamak c. a. mohamad since. . . entah na ku ingat. and tadi ajat ku tecapai slurrpppp~ na mau cerita banyak... just enjoy "seeing" e food heeee

mee mamak ku.. heee

mee mamak + bandung = mee bandung mamak. apa dihhh~

side order. roti canai~

w' kari ikan.. sluuurrrpp~

i'm starving right now *running nose* hahaha LOL!
again, awut!!

-xoxo-

the mall in dark

2009-01-24T01:24:00.002+08:00

time ne gadong masih g blackout. tapi gelap² nya banyak jua masih urg ksana aa.. jammed jua mlm tu. and this is e picture of mall in dark.

heavy rain. freaky flood.

2009-01-21T14:46:00.003+08:00

smlm ujan labat brabis yaw!! and due to that, heavy flood. bukan ja jalan damit yg biasa² banjir even ujan na labat tutup tapi jalan besar pun banyak tutup. and i think it was 1st time happened like lastnight. dari sumber yg bulih dipercayai [aiseyh,, mcm ruangan gosip plak =P], jln jdg, sengkurong, tg bunut, bengkurong, bunut, telanai sampai rah jln istana banjir berabis. just imagine drg stranded for more than 3 hours baru lapas dari jln sana. dmana² drg pusing still jua banjir. banjir nya bukan sampai had tayar but if for kerita damit kerita randah sampai half of the height. MasyaAllah.. esh esh esh.. and ada kerita tesasar ksiring masuk lungkang basar aa.. wahh~ i couldnt imagine that.

aku yg bjln smlm ane pun tekana aa... but aku na plg stranded tekana banjir.. just aku payah kan balik coz most of the ways to reach rimba tutup. *erkss* ronda² kota raya jua ku smlm pusing² cari jln balik. aku cerita sikit "perjalanan" ku aa heeee
mula² aku lalu trafic light gdg *tutup*.
then aku lalu roundabout 3keliling. spg menuju kerimba tutup jua.
so aku masuk spg kQlap.
ajat kan lalu jln mlintasi SOAS, SMJA STPRI. p since aku liat urg semua pusing balik so aku pun pusing la jua.
so aku decide kan lalu jln beribi mlintasi balai polis gdg.
but b4 that aku round² rah roundabout 3keliling wondering why cars pull over.
and aku decide kan branti dsiring la jua. my expectation was true. tunnel's in flood. what the heck!
and ya, then aku lalu beribi gadong n guess what, i was asked to u-turn.
i was like "aduyy~ mana ta ku kan lalu neh??"
and baik jua aku tefikir kan lalu mata². menuju trafic lyt mata² mlintasi spg blakang balai polis gdg. and thank God i managed to pass through arrived rimba safely. Alhamdulillah *relief*
baik jua time ku otw balik tu ujan na g brapa labat.
so ya, that was my journey (=

cars pull over

tunnel in flood

can you imagine how deep it is??
lorry pun tenggalam yaw.

-xoxo-

taurean at different days.

2009-01-20T02:46:00.003+08:00

this happened during fasting month last year. we loved to leypark at taurean cafe the arch after sungkai time. *opzz* ketara wa na sembahyang terawikh aa heeee p na la tiap hari.. if ato~ matie'! labih² jua tuu. we went there just for 2 different days.

day 1 - 19/09/08
it was three of us. yen, neerah & me.

at first we made orders.

macam si banarr... true true =P

and we were served by. . . .

anonymous waitress
saja meng-glemer kan.

foods & drinks

beef nacho

what toast aa?? i forgot *garu pala* beef toast i think

our drinks
-- chocolate caramel frappes + orange sorbet + mix berries i think --

actions & behaviours

is she bored or famous?

-- cool -- sweet -- sour?? -- HAHA =P

my taurean partners

gangsta =P

our bill..
labih² expression ku aa. macam mahal banarr.. true true.

adverts

our fonz.. our lives..

rubik's cubes trio
baru lapas bali =P

day 2 - 24/09/08
still three of us +daus.

it's us

in car
they took this pic while neerah & i were away. kes siuk sendiri.

neerah's vanishing.. or forming maybe hee
one of my fevret photos. took by me.

control macho

tapi jan silap,, luan telampau control . . . .

nahh!! tumpah lada

extras

twins?? nehh~

-xoxo-

entah ko, gila!

2009-01-19T03:33:00.000+08:00

menyampah!
labih²!!
baik betapuk bawah tanah nah!! tantu na urg nampak!
buduh!
paluy!
na pandai bepikir!
selfish!!
ee kalau bukan pasal aku na mau manjang kan cerita wa... ee!!
kalau inda mental tahap gila ko dah!!
sial banar!!

same place. different time.

2009-01-18T19:46:00.000+08:00

again,, i bumped onto mejah & nono.. miss them.. hope this will happen very often =)

me & nono

me & mejah

me & nono again
astee~ majal..

.... and finally . . . .

nah!! three of us. mau ponn~

mejah w'her new look.. curly hair ((=
ermm just to share i will curl my hair one day,, tunggu rambut ku pjg lagi & lagi. hehheh

-xoxo-

for nanee leesh.

2009-01-18T18:46:00.000+08:00

heyy girl..
since you viewed me on facebook, i shoot you!!
*opzz* wrong photo.. =P

-xoxo-

waterfall..

2009-01-18T18:42:00.000+08:00

i went to tasek lama lastime.. and this calmed me..
the sounds of water falls, the view,, reliefed me a bit..
i wanna go there again..

-xoxo-

a night at excapade

2009-01-18T16:18:00.000+08:00

lastnight,, i went to excapade with yen & dos.. at first kan lepak @taurean.. masuk spg dah tu aaa then yen ckp ke excapade since she's craving for sushi,, i think heeee so layan ta saja even im not really into sushi mushi..

mine : kodomono set A

yen's : unagi maki

dos's : cheese maki

dos.. happy banar.. true,, true..

*paparazzi duin her work*
yen,, our creditor.. alah² artis..

and me.. w' my sausage (=

me w'my cheese maki

my drink : hot chocolate

vain... he wants my hot choco =P

hantapp~ bubus yaw leher ku wawawa =D

and this greeen thing.. wajib in sushi : wasabi

-xoxo-

sleepless. boredom. crave. addict. love.

2009-01-15T01:51:00.002+08:00

i couldn't sleeeep. and i want to sleeeep.

i'm boredd. aku mau jalan².

i wanna eat indomee. i've been craving for it. talooor~ but peduli apa ku??

i want PS2. aku addict dah time ne kan mæn PS2. ka noni & areen ne ajar. ada siapa² yg bmurah hati kan bali kan? na payah ta, aku bali sendiri ja!

i wanna call him. but i know he's sweetsleep already. he fell asleep after texted me maybe. always be like that. dont forget to dream of me ya sayang. iloveyou. onlyyou.

-xoxo-

what should i do? prfftt!!

2009-01-14T21:05:00.001+08:00

i've been wanting to blogging but entah.. heihh~ there are times i want to post but idk what to post +i tak rajin. bila rajin, conection buat hal. capi² banar. ane pun post pakai hp which i dont like sal payah & na siuk. prfftt~

yesterday morning, i was not okay. i was thinking, distracted.. that feelings came again and i really hate that. it really bothers me. all è questions in my head,, erghh!!!! when è right time comes, i just can't spit 'em out. i don't have è heart, to spoil happy mood. but . . . heihh~ ='/

oh ya,, i forgot to share. SHSB's going to call us again, è placement students, for presentation.. what the prfftt~ nada jua cuti tu after SWE.. prft prfft prfftt!! pikir buleh dah relax ne, and na payah pikir pasal SWE g, but instead? huhh!! but know what? i din prepare & have not prepared è slides. aku MALASS!! malas ku dulu kan mikir. i wanna enjoy my holiday. [tapi sebenarnya ingau. prftt!] cua ta na payah present, farewell ceremony ja. hishh!! i need vacations. who wants to invite me & sponsor me? *muka spusen*

-xoxo-

makan time..

2009-01-03T04:26:00.000+08:00

@ swensen's

i forgot what drinks & pizza i ordered.. but i only remembered i ordered spaghetti bolognese but no photo of it.. heee

@ pizza hut

my very own chicken lasagnia

mini tuna delight

thin crispy honey garlic chicken

our very own coke..

kaka azlyn

abg suai,, kaka endut's fiancee..
sorry ka endut,, i din picture you *erks*

-xoxo-

syakirin a month older

2009-01-03T00:46:00.000+08:00

today, my baby syakirin is 11 months old!!
one more month baby..
and you're gonna be a year older.. ((=

ucu can't wait to see you walking and call me "ucu"..
love you always..
*hugs kisses for you*

-xoxo-

Syakirin's Videos

2008-12-29T22:46:00.006+08:00

i start my "comeback" with some videos of my nephew.. enjoy!!

he prfftt-ing!!
days after his aqiqah,, shaved his hair..
he was 6 months old..

ride on horse!!
his mummy said he really enjoyed the ride..
he's the only baby kid did not cry to ride that day..

he with MU's jersey
he's so belabih..
he likes sound of plastic anyway..

-xoxo-

the comeback!

2008-12-26T10:46:00.002+08:00

hello~ i'm back!!
wah wah wah~ i miss to blogging..
and i'll try to go blogging very often after this (=

btw,, i've D-O-N-E my SWE Report!! wheee~
finally....
thank God it's done before my holidays...
so i can enjoy my coming long holidays.. whee hehe
no SWE thing to worry no more woooo!!
i can sleeeep peacefully HAHA *LOL*
it sounds like R.I.P.. Ngang!!

Nazz,, imissyou ))=

-xoxo-

to Sayuriinanz

2008-12-26T00:26:00.004+08:00

Noorizzati Haji Musa,,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

happy always babe..
and may you be blessed by Allah s.w.t. always ((=

p/s: i took that picture from your facebook.. hope you don't mind heeee

♥ Noor Hafizah

-xoxo-

. . . boring~

2008-12-16T00:46:00.002+08:00

heyya readers,,
sorry for no update lately.
kinda busy doing my SWE Report.
what's new about me?
i myself ain't very sure.
what i have in mind,,,
i want a car!!!!
really serious about it..
i'm bored.
i'm sleeeepyy.
*yaawwnnnnnn*
i gotta off to bed now.
chow sin chi.
...and and . . .
..imissyou babylove..

-xoxo-

what i want..

2008-12-13T18:34:00.004+08:00

i want $ $ Ca$h $ $..
i want a car..

i want a lotta things . . .
brown sony-cybershot DSC T77.
sony-cybershot DSC T300.
iPod touch.
sony ericsson xperia.
wardrobe.
webcam.
~~hp printer deskjet F2280.~~
~~new handphone battery BL-5C.~~
hard disk.
sport shoes.
new ~~clothes~~ & jeans.

waaa~ how can i get cash to get those?!
i need $500 for investment.

most important is,, i want my "cure"...

-xoxo-

my name.

2008-12-04T12:23:00.004+08:00

1) Write your full name with your elbow.
2) No backspacing.
3) Tag 10 people to do this

the results . . . . . .
Noor Hafizah Abd ghanmi
wahhh~ almost perfect hmmm...

10 peeps i tag?? malas aahh!!

tagged by amoy & nani

-xoxo-

google about me. google images.

2008-12-03T16:37:00.009+08:00

"The rules are SIMPLE. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results, and post it as your answer."

After that tag 7 lucky people.

1. The age of my next birthday

2. The place I'd like to travel to

3. A favourite place

4. A favourite thing

5. A favourite food

6. A favourite colour

7. The city I live in

8. The city I was born in

9. A nickname I had

10. College major

11. Name the first (and only) lover

12. A bad habit

13. A hobby

14. Current wishlist (3 items. max)

7 People I tag

tagged by :

-xoxo-

words from me.

2008-12-03T15:33:00.007+08:00

tagged by shay

What's the relationship of you with him/her?
- friend, pal.

5 impression towards him/her?

* shy [like her name "shay"]
* hardcore fan of Adam AF2 [aku pun.. pasal atu ta ku kenal ia]
* friendly,, i think..
* no idea . . .
* . . . 'cause i don't really know her heee

The most memorable thing that she/he said to you?
- we talk a lot about Adam AF2

The most memorable thing that she/he have done to you?
- Order both Adam's 1^st & 2^nd albums way from M'sia.. but but,, i pay aaa HAHA

If she/he becomes your lover, you will...
- if she were a boy, might be . . . nehh~

If she/he becomes your enemy, you will...
- will see what i'm gonna do.. so shay,, beware.... HAHA

If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on....
- no need be my love laaa... be my friend ja.. and be yourself hehhs

If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is?
- Adam AF2 be my husband!! HAHA

The most desirable things to do on him/her is?
- ******ermm******

The overall impression on him/her is?
- not bad.

How do you think people around you feel about you?
- friendly maybe. annoying x jua. bossy i guess. ask people around me.

The character of you about yourself is?
- caring..

On contrary, the character of yourself you hate is?
- when i'm being selfish.

The most ideal person you wanna be is?
- i just wanna be me.

For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them
- Thanks!! really appreciate it =) xo

10 people you tag

1. Lala
2. Fah
3. Filzah
4. Amoy
5. Ammie
6. Jai
7. Gwan
8. Yun
9. Ruzi
10. Syahmi

p/s: text me when you're done. wanna know your comment =)

Who is No. 2 having relationship with?
- not sure actually. ermm,, are u still w'gpun?

No. 3 is a female or male?
- Female

If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
- so NOT~

How about No. 5 and No. 8
- NO also..

What is No. 1 studying about?
- currently, BDTVEC ND in Business & Finance

Is No. 4 single?
- she's engaged.

Say Something about No. 6
- he's Maths's freak. ami i right jai? =)

***ermm,, i wonder why no questions about No. 9.. btw,, she's a simple girl..

-xoxo-

it's all about December

2008-12-01T14:46:00.000+08:00

December has come.. the last month of every year.. it means that a new year is coming.. a lot of tragedy happened in a year . . good, sweet, bad as well as disaster.. and all that would just be memories.. heyy!! what am i talking about? i should talk about this when the year has come to end.. Year 2008 hasn't ended yet.. December hasn't ended yet.. it's just started today..

last month, November.. not really a lucky month for me.. i guess... just like yesterday, i had crashed my sister's car.. the lights' glasses at the back on right side broke.. F*CK!!!! no comment on that.. obviously i'm careless... now i'm pretty sure that i'm a careless driver.. i have problems w' re-checking whether it's a "pass" or not.. how can i solve this problem? hmmm...

but i'm not saying my November didn't have sweet memories.. i do have it,, my "first time" moment (n_n) what is it? "that's one secret i'll never tell.. xoxo.. ZazaGirl!!" *quote from GossipGirl w'some edits* heeee

i just hope December WON'T be that unlucky for me..InsyAllah....

December,, also reminds me of REPORT REPORT REPORT!!! ohh mann,, my report not done yet... this is the month that i have to finish my SWE Report.. January is just for checking... ejah,, pleaseee~ start doing your report!! prrfftt~

oh ya.. this December, one of my UN~~luckiest~~ moment would prabably happen.. i would prabably have a month "break"... *sigh~* break?? is it bad?? Y-E-S!! for this one,, it's badd~ really badd~ ))= i'm really sad to know that =((

-xoxo-

the brushes

2008-11-24T11:14:00.001+08:00

regret not to save my first art work.. erggh~ yea, this my 2^nd..
can you see my names?
i most like the "flame" brush :)

p/s: aku lapar hantaapp~ time ne.. tadi my stomach had "R&B beat".. kinda basar jua bunyi nya.. p nasib baik my colleagues na dgr.. taloooorr~ malu ahh!!

-xoxo-

i Ngapp Ngipp Ngupp!!

2008-11-24T09:46:00.001+08:00

wah~ lately ne aku kan mkn saja.. im back to ejah yg dulu,, ejah yg kuat mkn.. gosh!! is that a good thing to me? idk... erkkss~

20^th November
i had lunch w'ka dik & ka ckin @jollibee utama bowling.. i ordered N2 meal -- spaghetti + beef burger + coke -- that time i still had no mood sampai kaka tagur, "kenapa kan kau mcm nada mood ne?" hmmm... so aku na berapa beselera kan mkn la... i just ate spaghetti... and burger?? i kept for later hehheh after work -- the time my appetite gone wild aiseyh -- i ate my burger, sharing w'ka dik.. sampai rimba, i ate rice w'beef masak . . . ...entah!! two rounds aahh... esh esh esh.. then my baby iz rebus potato & cooked indomee and i ngintu... i ate all them continuously... damnn~

21^st November
lunch at home.. kinda banyak jua ku mkn.. balik kerja, i had my another meal.. still nasi ahh... then we pergi rimba lagi,, ready to go to the mall.. at foodcourt, i ngintu burger baby iz.. after liat wyg kan we balik rimba semula.. i saw neph daus mkn nasi & again w'kicap beef.. aku teseliur~ sllurrpppp~ and guess what?? aku pun mkn jua.. shoot!!

22^nd November
lunch at muara.. i had both nasi & fried mee teow p mee ku na abis.. balik rumah, bangun dari tidur, i continued mkn mee & cornbeef as well.. wah~ amman toh~ if mkn dgn nasi lagi nyaman.. kes malas masak nasi,, mkn sama mee ta saja.. heeee

23^rd November
my appetite started to loosen up a bit... i just had my ayam penyet during lunchtime.. p mlm nya mama bawa ke pasar mlm gdg.. and i had my roti john, keropok lekor & cakoi!!

today
today?? idk yet.. p time ne aku lapar~

-xoxo-

to Yanne NZ

2008-11-24T00:46:00.001+08:00

to Norshayleen Izyanie,,

HAPPY 21^st BIRTHDAY!!

may you have a joyful life & a wonderful birthday..
may you be blessed by Allah SWT always :)

♥ Noor Hafizah

p/s: i took the picture from your fs.. hope you dont mind..

-xoxo-

to Neerah Gangsta

2008-11-22T00:46:00.000+08:00

♫♪ happy birthday to you . . ♪♫

♫♪ happy birthday to you . . ♪♫

♫♪ happy birthday Neerah Baby . . . ♪♫

♫♪ happy birthday to you . . ♪♫

a year older, a year wiser..
wish you the best..

since you a year wiser,, your indomee cook for me must be year tastier HAHA
so awuutt~ =P
i just wish you a better life..
and hopefully one day, you'll be in ibu's heart :)

♥ kaka Ejah,
your babylicious

-xoxo-

yummy~

2008-11-20T16:06:00.001+08:00

yesterday evening...

ya, we had Mr. Softy ice cream ((=

confession!

2008-11-20T15:13:00.001+08:00

mood: upset still...

haehhh~ *big sigh*
i kinda dunno what i feel right now.. it's mixed up!! i dunno what to post but i feel wanna post..
oh yeaa,, i forget to tell that lastime i did go for the eye operation..

after operation

experience? hard for me say it.. i'm wordless,, speechless.. i dunno how to explain.. just imagine, something sharp on your eye and you are wide conscious.. though you dont feel the pain, but you feel the sharpness.. you know something sharp is in your eye.. you know someone is doing something to your eye.. so can you tell me how i felt?? but i felt the pain on my eye after effect of the medication gone.. it made me no mood.. what i only thought of was to go home.. and ya, when arrived i went off straight to bed... *shhleeeeeep*

hmm,, i also havent posted a photo of my new cut hair.. huhh~ i still have no time to post & edit that photo.. ++alum ada yg bisai gambar rambut baru ku.. a photo of me alone laa... but i will post it one day.. no worries..

ermm what more?? *thinking* ya,, i also havent posted about my raya celebration.. what the heck!! so bangas sudah.. haa who cares?? i will post it one day.. too much photos.. thatz why a bit malas..

yaa,, my SWE Report . . =S i havent touched it yet,, i mean the real contents.. i've just done the organisation charts and a few acknoledgement pages which still have to edited.. ohh my...

there are a lot i wanna do,, a lot to be done.. but i havent started a thing yet!! i'm just so malas to do... lebih² lagi skrg.. i just dont have mood to do it.. i have no mood right now.. no mood baa.. paham ka??!!!!

*distraction*

*distraction*

*distraction*

*distraction*

*distraction*

*distraction*

ergghhhh~

-xoxo-

once again,, almost!!

2008-11-20T14:46:00.003+08:00

my head been distracted.. ohh my.. i nearly had a car crash!! =\\ it happened again, just this time is my own fault.. i din see the car.. but i've looked at side mirror as well as rear mirror.. really!! ++i've signalled.. i really din know where on earth the car coming from!! so far that i remember it was a white mitsubishi galant,, i guess.. or lancer.. i lost control of the wheel.. just imagine, it was after-rain-day.. the road's slippery.. i bet ya guys know what happen when we suddenly break on slippery road.. Astaghfirullahal'azim.. what really happen to me?? *sigh* thanks to Allah for making me away from that crash ++there's no car near mine when i lost control.. Syukur Alhamdulillah...

Ejah,, you gotta focus!! you've made a scratch to ka dik's car [ya, i did.. just i din post about it] =(( so stop making more problems on the car.. you had enough!! you dont really have enough $cash$ to make more repairs no more.. please Ejah,, be more & more & more careful nextime... F-O-C-U-S!! dont let problems you have right now distract you especially when you're driving.. you're not only endanger yourself,, but also other drivers.. +you wont be that so lucky everytime.. so please~ =((

p/s: peeps,, dont always believe your car side mirrors & rear mirror.. sometimes you cant see cars at the back through them because of the "blind spot".. i knew about this fact but . . . haihhh~ this message is for those who havent known about it.. for those who have alredy known, it's just a refresh for you.. be careful..

-xoxo-

last week punya cerita...

2008-11-19T15:46:00.004+08:00

14th November

aku aher sampai rumah around 10+ pm maybe.. i went to tutong to surprise lala for her birthday.. it's 346 babes' plan heeee aku half day aah.. mama & ka dik said,, "eee,, sanggup!" yes, aku sanggup!! im not doing it just for lala.. i will do it for anyone i love & care if aku really² dpt buat, if aku ada masa utk drg, if nada masalah and if nada yg menghalang, i will be there for them.. huhhh!! sometimes i feel very upset 'cause my very own family na faham aku +they don't see what i did for them.. what they know is just to ucap, nyindir and mcm² g laa.. [i'm really sick of that actually!!] prfftt~

huhh! forget about that silly! so, i went to tutong w'ka dik & mama.. if bleh i dowwan drg ikut cause my time would be limited.. [why? later y'all woud understand..] p pasal kaka ada hal di ttg tpaksa tah.. and mama of course na mau tinggal, apa lagi kan jumpa cucu hehhhs! our plan a bit changing cause mimit kmiri.. mama nya pajal ia ikut so nana & i have to postpone the plan & wait for her.. mit, mit... we dont mind waiting actually,, it's just kami tu membubut masa ba,, aku la especially nya cause aku na dpt aher balik sal drg mama n kaka ku ada.. ksian jua drg kan tunggu aku lama².. i know im a bit majal & selfish sometimes but at the same time aku mikir kan utk urg lain jua.. aku pikir kan apa yg baik utk semua pihak though not all would get "it", i think of majority.. esh, apakan aku melalut ne?? entah!! but the thing is thatz why aku na mau drg ikut tu smlm cause if there's a change of plan (like what was happening - mimit kmiri) payah ba jadi nya.. might be y'all get what i mean.. if na faham jua, na payah faham kan.. +we takut lala balik kbandar awal, and jadi nya plan na menjadi.. mana calie tu if kami plan kan surprise kan ia p ia nada.. alih² kami plg yg surprise ia nada d ttg.. na ja? but at last nana & i decided kan complot w'mumy (lala's mom).. thanks mumy (= p before tu we have to tunggu mumy jua aa balik dari jln heeee ended up, we have to tunggu 2 persons to make that surprise plan worked.. so while waiting, i took this chance to meet my neph ((= *misshim* then we window shopping @petani mall & me b4 that fetch nana.. we all then had jollibee *yummy* separate car with drg mama, nana & i headed again to her crib.. *waiting* and thank God both of them (mumy & mimit) arrived at the same time.. tunggu punya tunggu mlm baru ta plan kami atu "bjln" aa around 7+... imagine, dari 2pm kami dua nana menunggu.. but apa² pun the plan worked even kucar-kacir sikit.. we managed to surprise lala even i guessed she knew something went wrong.. am i right baby? =P i just hoped you like it (= what we surprised her? nextime i story mory.. InsyAllah..

today, i also felt sedih.. aku menahan rasa sebenarnya.. pasal apa? hmmm,, just let me keep it to myself.. i just feel to mention it, but not to share it.. sorry.. =\ i feel a bit relief after mentioning it.. hahhh~ *big relief*

15th November

ok, thatz lastnight's story.. aku aher bangun ri ne.. since it is my off day so i take this chance to ganti tidur² ku heee ermm today, my nephew is also coming so i have to bersih kan my bilik as he and his babah & mummy always use my room when sleeping over.. ka ernie telefon aku, kacau mimpi indah ku heee, suruh aku bersih kan bilik *ya,, i know it, you don't have to remind me* ia ckp drg dtg around 1-2pm & she inform me drg dpt barek dah dmuara.. congratz sis! atlast, you can live with your own w'your family ((= ermm aku angan² lu, beulit tas tilam ku before ku bangun.. then aku ci gg, ci muka & membuat routine pagi², membuang "toxic" heeee pastu apa g,, duduk & watching tv la sambil mkn egg sandwich yg mama buat.. i was alone that time, mama drimba & kaka ku kerja.. around 1+ aku start usai bilik and batah lapas tu drg mama balik.. ka dik jadi "biskut" g.. M.I.A... esh esh esh... buat selalu aahh heee itz 2+ already and drg ka ernie havent showed up.. tipu eyhh.. skill tu yo spaya aku bangun awal... perkkhh!!

pendekkan cerita, batah la lagi drg sampai,, around 4+ x.. dont remember.. ajat ku kan mandi & jln kkadai b4 drg sampai ter-bantut.. aku mau "melayan" anak buah ku dulu aa.. oh ya,, mama ku suruh aku kkadai bali brg rumah yatah i have to jln membali.. after aku "melayan" neph ku baru ta ku mandi, bsiap kan kkadai hua ho tg. bunut, alone.. heih~ again... aku shopping sendiri,, bali semua brg² yg mama pasan.. boring~ ermm,, krg aku ada two "dates", ke charcoal w'some of FinanceFamily [FF] & help lala doing her assignment.. i had three dates actually since lastnight nana invited me to Le'Stadium later around 8+ to watch Liv's match w'.... entah na ku ingat.. sorry darl, i cant make it ))=

after balik dari bali brg [bnyk jua singgah ku tadi tu],, aku rehat lu, sambung "melayan" anak buah ku b4 jln.. anak buah ku makin belabih dah skrg ne.. nextime i'll post about him lagi.. heeee around 7+ lapas ku mkn aku jln.. i went to beribi 1st while waiting msg dari ayu telling drg sampai charcoal dah.. i see 1st what i can help lala doing her report... wahhh~ i was blank erkkss... =/ i did not start doing it immediately cause i dont like to stop doing work just like that since im about to go to charcoal later unless i wanna have a break.. it is so not me.. then around 9 i head to charcoal.. wahh~ too stupid i didnt bring enough cash.. perkhh!! so i just ikut² ngintu rah drg hehee p aku ikut membayar aahhh.. yg dtg,, ayu ham joe lynn & me... again, it's us bebeh hehhhs but this time w'out zul.. he lastminute cancelled dunno why.. the food was nice (= nyaman jua mkn ku.. the meat not like what ka dik said, "daging manusia" hehhhh!

after mkn, chit chat,, kami balik... i went back to beribi but b4 that i went to pasar gdg 1st to bali kan lala kebab & minuman... and ya,, i've arrived beribi & start helping lala...

16th November

i worked on the report till dawn... kaka noni sampat masak kan indomee b4 ia tidur.. then we, *shhleeeeeep* around 11am i bangun tu pun lapas mama msg suruh balik mkn.. lala awal dah bangun,, continued her other report.. i went back home,, mandi mkn apa, "melayan" neph lu kajap then went back to beribi again after drg ka ernie balik.. now, i dont drive.. kaka antar.. dont feel like driving.. continued with report till late night.. in between, ka noni masak kan indomee lagi aa heee thanks ka (= then i went home,, ka noni antar.. sampai rumah,, tarus, *zZzZzZz krooiihhh~* the reports? both alum siap.... prrffft!! sorry babe.. ))= i've tried to finish it but i'm just toooooo slow.. ))= you got a wrong person i guess ))= sorry =//

what happen next?? i don't feel like to post it.. so tataa~ *big wave*

-xoxo-

entah!!

2008-11-19T14:46:00.000+08:00

you still don't understand me, do ya?
you still don't know what i want & what i don't want..
you still don't know what i like & what i don't like..
*heihh~*
might be knowing all that are not important for you..
but i dowwan that to be important for you..
i just want you to know, to acknowledge & to understand . . .
what i am like,
the way i are,
the way i act,
and the way i behave..
i just want you to know me..
*sigh~*

status:
lapar hantap (baru tah terasa).
marah tapi kurang dah.
sakit ati la jua sikit.
merajuk masih tapi . . . . sia² ja.. nada jua kana pujuk..

what am i gonna do?
aku mau isi parut ku,, aku mau makan!
and . . mengalah.. tapi masih "menyimpan"..

-xoxo-

♥♥ Love Is . . .

2008-11-15T11:36:00.001+08:00

Love is
being happy for the other person when they are happy
being sad for the other person when they are sad
being together in good times
and being together in bad times
Love is the source of strength

Love is
being honest with yourself at all times
being honest with the other person at all times
telling, listening, respecting the truth
and never pretending
Love is the source of reality

Love is
an understanding that is so complete that
you feel as if you are a part of the other person
accepting the other person just the way they are
and not trying to change them to be something else
Love is the source of unity

Love is
the freedom to pursue your own desires
while sharing your experiences with the other person
the growth of one individual alongside of
and together with the growth of another individual
Love is the source of success

Love is
the excitement of planning things together
the excitement of doing things together
Love is the source of the future

Love is
the fury of the storm
the calm of the rainbow
Love is the source of passion

Love is
giving and taking in a daily situation
being patient with each others' needs and desires
Love is the source of sharing

**quote from filzah's

-xoxo-

happy birthday Nurul Aqilah

2008-11-14T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

i just hope what your wish for would come true..
don't worry babe,, nothing bad would happen..
we, 346 babes, would try our very best to make you happy..
heyy,, it's your birthday,, cheer up!!
last but not least,, may you be blessed by Allah S.W.T always ((=
Aaamiiin~

love,, Noor Hafizah ♥♥

-xoxo-

to you-know-who-you-are

2008-11-11T09:05:00.001+08:00

ya, i know i'm selfish.. i'm selfish to arise this matter at the wrong time.. i shouldn't do that,, i definitely know it very sure.. i should have just held my feelings, i should have controlled my anger and i should have just waited for the right moment to come.. but toooo bad,, i just couldn't hold it any longer.. i just couldn't hold my patience no more and it just came out just like that without rationally thinking that i shouldn't have done it and let it out *sigh*

i'm sorry,, and i feel sorry to waste much of your valuable time... i know this won't give back your wasted time but really,, i really really mean it.. i'm very sorry . . .

-xoxo-

Words from the HEART ♥♥

update.

heart says ♥♥

to you-know-who-you-are.

thankyou admire ♥♥

first week 2010.

futsal,, netball,, and . . . ??

Outing.

Workouts.

beginner.

apa ada ari ne . .

Update.

the clock is ticking.

what for today.

-MoneyMoney- 1st experience ((=

i was so geram. haha

art work.

I WONN!!!

sleepover. shopping. pool again.

weekend on week 25.

For Kaka Ajelyn.

♥ Noor Hafizah ♥

Family Day of KNK

Persandingan Aze & Syazwan

Nikah. BPP - Sales Forecast.

weekend on week 23.

today's birthdays.

♥ Noor Hafizah ♥

Market Outlook lagi. Sisters' Night.

BPP - Market Outlook.

i love today..

badminton part 2

ammie bagi beg lagi.

another absent.

diarrhea. weak. dinner.

trip to Belait.

soto-ing @tinis

ex-teacher

badminton part 1

fight.

gigitan ku heee

Konsert Ke-9 AF7

mystery rose & my belated b'day @wecan

lunch @jeruton

@jungle gym & mamih.

minutes before it ends.

my rank.

"haji" rock ;D

this april.

MU jersy.

my 21st day..

nyumzzzz~

what a night.

random about syakirin

especially for her.

busy weeks. moody.

....first time.

i found you!

love brunei.

i have no fucking mood!

i feel . . . *sigh*

the grieve . . ))=

charcoal lunchtime.

i love these photos.

escape!

Final Year Starts.

a part of . . .

my "crave" tercapai ((=

the mall in dark

heavy rain. freaky flood.

taurean at different days.

entah ko, gila!

same place. different time.

for nanee leesh.

waterfall..

a night at excapade

sleepless. boredom. crave. addict. love.

what should i do? prfftt!!

makan time..

syakirin a month older

i feel . . . sigh